where do i even start? - softheart lyrics
[intro]
yeah, yeah
hey
[hook]
yeah, yeah
where do i even start?
everything is just bizarre
they all live in a façade
thought they left me in the dark
but we all were in the dark
swear this sh*t really my heart
don’t wanna make this sh*t a job
[verse 1]
used to worry about the stats
i could check ’em but i really
just don’t give a f*ck about that
more and more i think about the numbers on a track
the more and more i’m thinking that this sh*t is f*cking wack
more i go outside and take a second to relax
less and less i stress about the future and the past
i ain’t eat scr*ps and i ain’t ’bout to kiss no ass
if my sh*t is trash, f*ck it, let this sh*t be trash
i was getting too attached
wasn’t stepping up to the task
i was f*cking with a mask
d*mn, i feel so different now
most things i used to believe in
just f*cking indifferent now
it’s just as safe to assume
you won’t stick around
i’ma race off on a low tank
it’s a face*off, not to [volt the cage?]
all this sh*t, it dates all
when it’s not to my face
but when they talk to me it’s lowercase
they all just turn out to be snakes
i don’t wanna take it to the face
she said, “heard you’re doing good, that’s great”
i’m think i’ma leave it up to fate
[hook]
yeah, yeah
where do i even start?
everything is just bizarre
they all live in a façade
thought they left me in the dark
but we all were in the dark
swear this sh*t really my heart
don’t wanna make this sh*t a job
i was running laps
let ’em get all the attention
i’ll just be off in the back
almost quit but sh*t, it’s
gonna take a whole lot more than that
this my point of living
that’s a motherf*cking fact
yeah, yeah
and i’m best off
won’t settle for less now
i can’t take a rest, dawg
i’ma scream my chest off
always seem to mess up
why am i always p*ssed off?
couldn’t be no less off
couldn’t be no less love
ever since she fessed up
i’ma burn the rest up
’cause i got all this pressure
thinking about the past
made me wanna blow my head off
so i don’t think about it
hit the road, yeah, i just head off
yeah
[bridge]
they don’t talk the truth
that sh*t’s a lie
it’s a godd*mn menace
every time i spit a line
i’ma hit the clip
right on me, it high*rise
lately, i’ve been trying
too unsure to write
i don’t need the help
i’m on myself with some time
i can’t work with someone else
i can’t do no nine*to*five
know anywhere else
i cannot survive
i cannot confide, baby
i can’t be confined
[outro]
and i still remember when i hit a thousand plays
nothing felt as good, nothing felt as safe
and i still remember when i hit a 100k
only thing i was thinking about was hitting 200k
not tryna complain, f*ckin’ love how far i came
i know that it’s coming even if it’s coming late
could’ve done here with the fakes though, they’ll drive me insane
now i stay put in my own lane
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