fucked emotions - slipup lyrics
you are the reason why this is how i feel
i try to show emotion but you don’t think they’re real
try to give you options but you don’t make a deal
every word you said to me they would always k!ll
you never realise how much i would be there for you
never felt the feelings that i would always feel for you
you would never realise all the good things i would do
you would always only notice the bad things that i did
you were the naughty one and i was the good kid
never really had a broken heart until i met you
cause of all the stupid sh-t that you would put me through
i was always getting controlled and never really had a clue
why was it that you were the one that was fake
bringing you into my life was one of my biggest mistakes
knowing that you would be gone soon cause you were a snake
why did i even bother for goodness sake
you were the one always asking why i don’t trust you
clearly you were smart and you already knew
because of all the sh-t that you would put me through
it was always making me feel stupid, i’m confused
why was it me that was always getting used
taking way my heart leaving it completely bruised
i was always the one taking your mistakes getting accused
whenever i would ask for something you would refuse
now whenever i date a girl i’m scared to open up
cause all i’m thinking now is that day that we broke up
but obviously if i worked on that i could clean it up
now look where i am my emotions are all mixed up
i was so happy before that day i got f-cked over
i’ve been drinking way too much now look i’m sober
now i’m always hoping that one day i won’t wake up
suicide is on my mind knowing that my head is f-cked up
suicide, open wide, time to take some pills
suicide, flying high, i’m learning all the drills
these are all my emotions these the way i feel
i’m getting sick of this i can’t handle the pain
contemplating now if i should just slice the vein
nothing ever changed it was always the same
with or without me why do i hurt again?
maybe the way you treat me, making me look lame
i’m not writing this cause this is how i feel
i’m writing this so you can know these emotions are real
even though they are not mine theyre still a big deal
too many teenagers are feeling this way
contemplating if they should take their life every day
so many people are cutting every day
feeling like this the only way they can escape their pain
because there’s no more sunshine, only rain
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