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don't get why i'm still alive - sleeping south lyrics

don’t get why i’m still alive lyrics
always blows my mind…

i’m drained by the thoughts in my head
they’ve got me in a place that i can no longer attend
just hanging on by a thread

waking up every morning full of dread
give me one f*cking reason for getting out of bed
since all my ‘friends’ ditched, to b*tch and bully me instead

the laughing stock with a head painted red
but they’re wasting ammo cause i’m cross eyed and already dead
begged yesterday but they didn’t listen to what i said

completе devotion to a girl that’s bleeding me dry
i’m blatantly getting usеd but i don’t even know why
cause i’m broken as f*ck and all i do is cry

i’ll never understand what i did to deserve this
where since a child i’ve been seen me as so worthless
pity invites which yous didn’t think i noticed

i’m bored of barely holding on and everybody wants me gone
it’s time for me to take my own life

always blows my mind when i think back to this time
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
please free my f*cked mind cause therapists tell me it’s all a lie
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get why i’m still alive
sitting on the bus with my head in my hands
this is it, i’ve thought out my plan
time to go, without a note or a letter like a man

happiest in months thinking of that last breath
snap my neck for a simple, quick, sincere death
using the block with 3 flights of stairs

but when that one person comes through your phone
when you’re completely alone
it tames the still tempting urge to go (to go)

so when people say be in the right place at the right time
she stopped me taking my own life

always blows my mind when i think back to this time
‘why am i still i alive?’
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
please free my f*cked mind cause therapists tell me it’s all a lie
‘why am i still i alive?’
i really don’t get why i’m still alive

i just wanted help (i just wanted help)
i just wanted help (i just wanted help)
i just wanted help (i just wanted help)
i just wanted help…
i just wanted help
i just wanted help
i just wanted help
glad i hadn’t tried drugs back then
cause this story would have end
guess my fate differs from my old best friend

never tried cutting cause it wouldn’t of changed a thing
scars don’t bring people round again
and an addiction ain’t healing no neglection pain

easily saved by my music at the time
manifesting the dream of a career to pacify
what i justified for staying alive

always blows my mind when i think back to this time
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
please free my f*cked mind
cause therapists tell me it’s all a lie
i really don’t get why i’m still alive
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
i really don’t get why i’m still a

always blows my mind when i think back to this time
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
please free my f*cked mind cause therapists tell me it’s all a lie
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get why i’m still alive
always blows my mind when i think back to this time
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get how i’m still alive
please free my f*cked mind cause therapists tell me it’s all a lie
‘why am i still alive?’
i really don’t get why i’m still alive

- sleeping south lyrics

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