finally, back in bed - sl1p lyrics
today was a long ass day
i left my headphones in the car, and i was running late
had to sit in class in silence, no lo*fi playing
it made me wanna blow my brains, and that’s me being tame
i’ve got 6 new projects added to my plate
hrt, pass class, get a job, find a date
i don’t know what to say
i feel like i’m insane
i wish sh*t was easy, and it didn’t take months to change
or even years
had to say goodbye to all my peers
doing homeschool next year cause i keep breaking into tears
i would hide inside the restroom, but i don’t know which i’d main
cause all the boys call me a t***y, and the girls call me deranged
yes, i’m a woman, but i’d hate to make anybody uncomfortable
or see one of my exes because that would be insufferable
why the f*ck is there no gender*neutral bathroom in these halls?
i guess i’ll wait till i get home to slam my head against the wall
i don’t even wanna live at all
but that might be extreme
i don’t know what this feeling’s called
but lately it’s controlling me
it feels like everything is crumbling below me every second
i can’t wait until the day that i ascend into the heavens
if it’s real
i have my doubts, but that’s not even worth a mention
closest thing that i’ve experienced is mornings when i’m stretching
or when i make a cup of coffee, favorite mug under the pot
i listen to the water drops until the water finally stops
i try to take a sip of coffee, but it’s way too f*cking hot
i burn my tongue a bit, but it’s okay cause i don’t have to check the clock and*
holy sh*t!
it’s seems the day’s come to an end
finally, back in bed
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