oz - skvwalker lyrics
[intro]
hoping that i get the chance to see a better place
mental state unlock the gate so i can get away
ash left from burnt memories of darker days
got this high to numb my soul to help avoid the pain, yea
[verse 1]
got these kids was raising kids and their age just a number
daddy high and mommy drunk
dem babies watching sober
poverty and melanin create a thick aroma
think i smell it now even though i’m getting older
possessed by this demon and he made a new persona
on the road to riches and the ride is almost over
thinking bout my life and i’m picturing my brother
d*mn, i think he five
recalling moments hoping wishing he was alive
then he came into existence and i couldn’t believe my eyes
my little brother, i love him
he wrecks my nerves without trying
unjust aggression that’s given
was from the years of without him
where i mentally crying
i was too much for my sisters
i chilled alone at the bottom
said when i leave was out
now i’m internally dying
i see myself in my brother
hoping the same doesn’t happen
cuz i’m in college
i’m living
i’m falling into temptations
not even thinking i was asking
for another black male in this system
i’m trippin d*mn
[chorus]
ain’t no tears
for all this sorrow
all those years
and all that cargo
and yet i miss
the years i borrowed
oh f*ck this pain
and let my heart go
[verse 2]
left my little sister with the burden of my past
share a neglectful mother her gambling is bad
don’t even get me started when i’m talking about our dad
i don’t got the patience
i don’t want to look back
i’m feeling sorry i left
but i still stay where i’m at
i love it up here in oz
now watch the wicked witch laugh
i k!lled my conscious
i’m flying
i’m high as h*ll
chillen lying
i’m my dimension
i’m trippin
at least it’s better than dying
and then i suddenly paused
d*mn, i see my sister looking up to me when i’m gone
and still, it doesn’t feel wrong
f*ck copping with my emotions
yungin numb when he small
i got nothing left to give because right
now you my all
witness the skvwalker fall
[chorus]
ain’t no tears
for all this sorrow
all those years
and all that cargo
and yet i miss
the years i borrowed
oh f*ck this pain
and let my heart go
[bridge]
i love it up here in oz
i love it up here in oz
[verse 3]
welcome to earth
you saw me come to this world
this baby boy gave mommy joy
took her attention from her first little girl
years later his good behavior
would stand out from the rest
they all assuming prolly thinking
i would be with the best
but witness another victim
falling into the system
another black male struggling dealing
with his depression and weed smoke
in college trying to make it
and he knows that he can’t choke
been, working, rapping, coping
like emotions are gone
thinking maybe that it’s something in my heart feeling wrong
thinking i should work to try and be like you
caring for the family
stand in my point of view
i’m very selfish
can’t help it
you always got what they need
providing water for nurture i’m busy selling the seed
always blazing up trees
losing all my roots
well maybe then i’ll be free
forgetting all this pain with the leaves that i breathe
[outro]
hoping that i get the chance to see a better place
mental state unlock the gate so i can get away
ash left from burnt memories of darker days
got this high to numb my soul to help avoid the pain
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