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inner torment - sireece._sa lyrics

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yeah
can’t even lie it all feels impossible
feels like there’s no point in doing this
when your life’s source is limited
more and more days you learn to recognize the face of death
more and more days you feel alone
they all move on and time goes on
they all become deaf can’t hear your soul cry
can’t remember the last time i felt like i won’t die
i hopе i don’t get to a point where it’s anything to stop thе pain
probably swallow 15 pills and go to bed
or maybe slit my wrist in the shower drain
right now i’m held back by my fear of pain
dam
i wrote these quotes cause i need to alleviate
though sometimes they tell me that they do
i still feel like they don’t relate
anybody and everybody
they all wanna take as much as you could possibly give
as long as you got some sort of use to them
then there’s value in what you say
i bet you no one on this earth
knows the real reason to why we are here
cause why would god create knowing well that we gon
steal, k!ll really cause each other pain
then condemn us to h*ll
a life with no purpose is a life that needs to be saved by death
it’s not my time yet but i’m already looking for peace
for real
i love to know and so i question a lot
i love to see and so i open my eyes
from time to time i take the time to know myself
see how i operate and everybody else
i notice that we all have this need for love
i’m not talking about motherly, sisterly, brotherly love
i’m talking about love love
that without another significant other at a specific time
then the rest of our life will be misery
so we fall in love with just about anybody
and it’s good for the first few weeks
first few months, first few years
then things start to change
they start to change
due to the fear of being alone, abandonment
we choose to stay even though we know we need to go
then it all becomes prison
everybody else’s smile becomes more important than your happiness
plus y’all got kids and they forced to be raised in a broken home
so they become broken too
they also grow with the need of love
since they also don’t know what love is
but fear of being alone, abandonment
they choose to stay even though they know they need to go
sh*t gets deep
since they can’t k!ll me they manipulate just to hide the truth
they think they know me but none of y’all know me
not my mother not my dad not a single soul
the mind and the body the mind can live without the body
but the body needs the mind
i feel the most pain mentally that it affects my body
i get stabbing pains in my heart
a few seconds i can’t breath
they all wanna say talking to me when you going through something
think after one measly conversation you all okay
see you got time for a conversation
cause if you were really tryna save his or her life
you would recognize that he is ready to take his life
you know what’s even worse
living with the same people everyday
they can’t even tell that you ready to take your life
if worst comes to the worst
i don’t want n0body saying i never tried
a few might say that i’m weak
maybe not in public but in their heart
all i really wanted was peace
and in search for it, it was taking a lot
more than i could give
i couldn’t heal from every cut
everyday bleeding for my peace
for real
yeah
please forgive me

- sireece _sa lyrics

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