dopesick - shelldiver lyrics
i open my eyes and wake up
my life is not what i expected to happen
it’s such a mess
it was fine just a minute ago
i can’t remember the right path
emotional crescendo
i’m falling into bits
just braced up * another death kiss
and who else is to blame if it is not me?
will i ever be okay?
i’m trapped in mediocrity
pulling my life back together is the hardest battle
losing focus * it doesn’t get any better
i surrender ’cause i remember
that this guilt could last forever
thinking back
too many what if’s
ways i should have walked
too many what if’s
thinking back
so many what if’s
give me three options and i will pick the worst
because that’s my life
it can’t get more absurd
i am dope sick
don’t know what my dope is
do you see what depression is doing to me?
my soul is homeless
craving progress
i walked a thousand ways
i’m still not on my knees
i am dope sick
don’t know what my dope is
can you see what depression is doing to me?
i f*cking lost it
rejecting closeness
i read a thousand books
i still don’t feel free
can we forget the past and
let life just go on?
this game called live is a gamble * one on one
i never had one f*cking run
thinking back
too many what if’s
ways i should have walked
too many what if’s
thinking back
so many what if’s
give me three options and i will pick the worst
because that’s my life
it can’t get more absurd
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