seasonal/depression - shahn akhtar lyrics
[verse 1]
ain’t seen the sun in a couple days
i be walking through the heavy rain
they say home is where the heart is
i’m heartless, better than livin’ inside the darkness
echoes resembling of a songstress
blood spilled like the ink of an artist
scars paint a picture like i’m frida kahlo
white pills getting hard to swallow
raindrops wash away the tears
drown my fears in another bottle
you look better with your face off
ain’t no pretending sh-t when we face off
this remind me of the rainy days
cold sweats at my day job
just a shadow on the cracked wall
feeling like the city got me blackballed
blood stains on the broken gl-ss
you ain’t seen it like my last call
ain’t seen the sun in a couple days
i be walking through the heavy rain
let the water wash away the stain
let the water wash away the pain
[verse 2: nyot☆]
the snow been falling, constantly falling
and i think it’s been a minute since i last seen the sun and
n-ggas runnin, constantly runnin
cause jack frost chills ain’t stoppin the guns and
i been numbin, constantly numb
and i think at this point i just do it for fun
now my mind is losing, the plight of a recluse
i just wish there was more for me since
i’m consumed by the thoughts in my head
revolving like a carousel
need a saving grace yet on the highway straight to h-ll
searching for redemption i know it doesn’t exist
convincing myself that i’m not a m-s-ch-st
can you tell that i’m a m-s-ch-st? i’m masking insecurity
everything is crumbling i’m lacking in futurity
what’s ever yet to come has no place where my eyes are looking
it’s only in the past when my lifestyle so alluring
at this point i’m too f-cked up, bored as sh-t
my soul is dying inside, and my anxiety won’t seal
i place last in every race cause i can’t keep up
guess that this what life’s like when you’re a sheep haisha
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