mitsubishi dreams (bonus track) - seigfried lyrics
[verse]
i met her on an app, after an ex, wasn’t ready, took my time, see you u later, last infatuation came next, prom, went obsessed, picked up drinking, big move coming soon, less attention more present in the mood, escape the bigger picture, she came asking for a fling, gut told me no, you should listen more often, it’ll soften the blows
well anyway he came in, asked for a kiss, then she came around, almost hooked up with her before college, listened to my gut, he said no, so i got with this boy while i was acquiring knowledge, first lover i woke up next to, distance, became the number 2, am i going too fast for you?
let me slow it down
alone the next few months, the boy left, all i had was cali and zacky
met a couple friends, i joined up with this club, not quite fit, but then he said come along, you’ll have fun, i said okay
then i wrote half the tracks on this album
then she finally came along
she said why won’t you just f*ck me? come to my prom, i said okay, wait till i’m come back home, we got this sweet thing going, told her we gotta keep these feelings flowing, kept it long distance, asleep on the phone every night, every day, kept all her gifts in sight
months goin, distance from friends, kept the record up, then i finally fell in love, finals came, i’m going home
went to prom, never got the dance with my lover, days on the beach, then i got the job burnin in that heat
the second big fight in a long time, she graduates, sh*t ain’t the same, she can’t communicate
what the heck is going on? i wonder, but i just had the patience, like she asked me, then a month later she tells me
its over, i hope you understand, but its not you, its me
and i fought till i realized that she ain’t changing her mind, week later, we exchanged everything begging and screaming don’t go but she said please do this for me and one last kiss and now i never got my last dance, but she got to keep dancing, with jane to k!ll the pain
now i’m doing group therapy, listening, wishing i was blonde, but its mind over matter, its memories, experience over anything, don’t look back in anger, gettin tested, gotta hold it together, can’t hit this girl up begging for closure cause she ain’t gonna answer
slow it down?
okay
sorry, i got all this in my brain, but its been one long year
kissed garcons, fell in love, moved away, did i mention the tab i tried? man i ain’t been the same
now i got new friends, in a sp*ce for vulnerability i made
and she bleached her hair, no its not an insult, its just another way of sayin that now theres no goin back
i’m grateful for the time, i’m grateful for love, and i learned more about what i want from someone
gave me what i want so now i know, similar qualities, getting this again would be a fantasy
with the mindset i got now, i would’ve been a better to her
i only regret not getting that slow dance
and somewhere in between i learned what friendship means
the real ones always calling in to check on me
college reminded me of lonely i am, and i saw my own hands weaving my path
and something always felt like it was missing, no lover, friends, pets, family or cash could fill that gap
a part of me always feeling incomplete, that missing part making the rest feel lonely
and all these things i just mentioned to you have manifested in the thoughts of my sleep
three diamonds, driving down while i’m asleep
sp*ce helmet on to hide from the mitsubishi dreams
these are the mitsubishi dreams
now i k!ll gotta mother f*cker named bloom
sad with his little guitar, sensitive like a flower
the most fluid i know, a slave of his own flaw
too good too kind too caring too giving to em all
never stands up for himself, a product of those around, they say he deserves it all
oh bloom, you deserve so much better
good things come to those wait, but he died inside that day, went numb from seeing sh*t go crazy
waiting patiently, he would change for em, make em happy, just to end up feeling like his time was waste
so i’m gonna put this puppy dog down, its seigfried now
[ad*lib outro]
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