off that juice - scum (usa) & smallz one lyrics
[verse 1: scum & smallz one]
what the f*ck did you think that you could say to me?
when i’m off that juice you best expect you will get checked
like a twenty five dollar bill you use when you go to pay
on your tab and get caught up, well, what the f*ck did you expect?
when i have not been myself and from the moment that i awake
in an alcoholic coma on a mission to self destruct
blackin’ out when i’m blackin’ out somebody’s eyes
i need a break from the break that i am on
my mind is gone and life is f*cked
i’m sick of it, i’m done with it
just trying to be the perfect b*tch
nothing makes sense, pass a bottle, i want to regurge on it
fall deep into the hole again, self*pity and hate
i just can’t escape the feeling of wanting to break your face
but who am i to choose my own fate?
i like to let you hit the fan and smear it all over the place
but i ain’t f*cking dead yet and truly it makes me sick
and i ain’t dumb enough to think i have no reason to exist
[chorus: scum]
off that juice every day with no regard
for the ones that care about me, with no doubt, my end is near
it is clear that i have failed and it is getting really hard
to control my inner demons, hate the man that is in the mirror
as i drink myself to death while puking up blood and finding blood
on my clothes and on my hands, no recollection of whose it was
as i take my final breath and hit the ground with a loud thud
best believe that i will be drunk for a cause that’s lost, that’s how it goes
[verse 2: scum & smallz one]
i suppose that i chose my f*cking path
not about to blame somebody for mistakes that are clearly mine
living a life that is made of lies is leading me to an early death
in denial to the very end and telling myself i will be fine
it will not, i need to stop and i doubt i can and why should i?
even try when i don’t deserve to outlive the ones i’ve hurt
over the years n0body cares when i’m drowning, no one’s finna cry
guess i’ll try to sober up when i’m finally resting in the dirt
who would have thought i wanted to end it so recklessly?
what the f*ck’s there left to do? there’s no one here helping me
and i’ll drink so selfishly, f*ck what is best for me
these are the thoughts i think when i am the weakest link
how can i defeat me when i’m the one who got this far?
but if i’m the reason why plenty of souls are tear apart
i’m not poisoning myself for letting our biz done being the sickest sh*t
i’m sticking it out ’til i kamikaze the neighbor’s kids
[chorus: scum]
off that juice every day with no regard
for the ones that care about me, with no doubt, my end is near
it is clear that i have failed and it is getting really hard
to control my inner demons, hate the man that is in the mirror
as i drink myself to death while puking up blood and finding blood
on my clothes and on my hands, no recollection of whose it was
as i take my final breath and hit the ground with a loud thud
best believe that i will be drunk for a cause that’s lost, that’s how it goes
[bridge: smallz one]
there’s a hole in the ground
and it’s got the outline of my body print right in it
i wage a war on myself
will i ever find the strength to go and f*cking fight it?
i don’t know, i don’t know
yes, i will, no, i won’t, i don’t know
if i’ll make it out alive or even if i die
i don’t give a f*ck where my soul goes
[chorus: scum]
off that juice every day with no regard
for the ones that care about me, with no doubt, my end is near
it is clear that i have failed and it is getting really hard
to control my inner demons, hate the man that is in the mirror
as i drink myself to death while puking up blood and finding blood
on my clothes and on my hands, no recollection of whose it was
as i take my final breath and hit the ground with a loud thud
best believe that i will be drunk for a cause that’s lost, that’s how it goes
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