don't hold me back - scott mewborn lyrics
i need a mentor
because my fuze is already lit : both ends
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my only desire: find me some friends
bring the fight to the enemy, reload, fire, -chikchik- begin
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you can call me the bruce lee of the marginalized
gifted and talented cl-sses left me with droopy eyes
worlds too fake to even try and play the game
if it’s this easy to everyone why are they all the same?
i could k!ll it if i tried, but why – whats the point?
these mother f-ckers are blank staring at me, but they got no eye
b-tch you think i’m crazy, i’m just entertaining my demons
you people bore me, abh0r- me, you’ll see just wait i just found my gait/gate
my first fight i won was 15 against my dad, if thats what you call it because thats really something i never had
i figured this sh-t out myself, i had no teacher, i was the shy kid hiding under the bleachers
smoking my cigarette and laughing in your face// when you tried to intimidate me with your ugly face
i’m a lover not a fighter, but everyone has their limits, sh-t i don’t even like rap i’m just here to push my limits
oh wait , nevermind i don’t have any. i guess i’ll go back to reverend maynard later;
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because this fire is so godd-mn hot i don’t know what to do, where to go
need to “”let this little, mother f-cking, light show”
f-ck it, i don’t care i’ll figure it out though
as soon as i’m bored from torturing all these demons in my soul
it’s only a matter of time til the world is mine;
they’ll see what happened to crazy ol’ me
then i’ll pop out “boomstick engaged, hahahaha, surprise motherf-cker”
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let the revolution begin, just give me a shotgun, i want seats to the show and i’m locked and loaded, not gonna run
this revolutionary war is gonna be for the right to exist
and as you can see i’m already f-cking p-ssed
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if you could here my inflection it wouldn’t go without detection
this intensity is no joke
i made this rhyme without even paying attention, sign me up, recruit me, watch me fly
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ender wiggins in the flesh rdy to love some motherf-ckers to death
if that don’t work, well you know the drill
ants won’t back off that hill, break out the magnifiying gl-ss
my fire’s so hot i’ll get that -ss moving…
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i’m in pain, strike that, i’m in mellon collie, because “pain don’t hurt”drop-
i need help like so many do, so until i’m saved i’ll stay here, keep on getting persecuted like a jew
because i’m crazy and proud f-ck your pills, i just need an outlet and enemies to k!ll
just don’t be mad when i show up with a helmet and im eating dirt for the iron like an ex-man
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i’m not losing it, i’m gone, the beast who came back is strong
ready to flex and lift, ready to train and grow you just don’t know
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bruce lee of the marg-n-lized, family thinks i’m f-cking insane:
been locked up with the jacket twice now, is this how we supposed to play the game????
girl left with my kid, husband comes from money, she k!lled my -ss in court, shaking her -ss for those dollars
i dream about the day, i get my revenge; until then, i’m here wasting away, waiting for jail, or the looney bin — or some other h-ll
whatever it is next time, i’ll be fine, those mother f-ckers don’t know
they come for me, sh-t, i’m no joke
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they call me insane;
because they never had to use their brain
f-ck, i’ve been surviving and fighting since before i could walk
i learned to talk just to say “no daddy no, don’t wait til they’re all gone ; just to hit me again”
if i’m crazy then f-ck you, just let me dream within my dream
if i’m crazy then f-ck this world, i’ll bend it to my will
if i’m crazy then show me the way or the light, to get right with my fellow lunatics
my fellow truth seekers, my fellow like minded reclusive light bringers
because these robots around me, these meat suit wearing biomechanoid robotic ego pilots
they just want me in pieces, never to give me peace
so now im getting angry
they don’t like me when i’m angry
they don’t like me when i’m angry
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i’m alive in here, that spot behind the eye(s)
i’m breathing fire and petrol, don’t let the skin lie
i may look average but until you see inside my head you’ll never know
i had to reap a lot of motherf-ckers before i got to sew
let me illuminate this for you, i’m ready to f-cking fight or die. pick on, i’m done, let’s do this sh-t
latin and mandarin, check and check, just because i flow don’t mean i don’t know
the history of sumeria, shuruppak or was it 2pac? who said it’s ok to live in your head
nerd all grown up, listening to ra, or om, or jesus, or you get the f-cking picture if you don’t then at least the image
i’m not some -ssh0l- who grew up with that privelage but i see now, i see now
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i’m just a little f-ggy nerd, who forgot to go to bed, for days, until the haze; was lifted
i came back out, but i’m not afflicted, i’m enlightened and mad(d)
madness made me break through that f-cking cage
now i just need to flex my left brain, show what i’ve got
give me an outlet so this power won’t rot
i close my eyes and all these frightened demons getting right fast, turning in archangels and leaving to save their -ss
fire so bright the shadows and darkness are scared
f-ck i’m just getting started
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they think we’re blind?
it’s these sheep that can’t see
baaa baaa motherf-cker wake the f-ck up
i scream, i scream
cannot i not save some of the dumb motherf-ckers from the pitiless wave?
is all i see or seem but a dream within a f-cking dream?
how mad do i have to get before i meet another f-cker with virtue and vision
because this sh-t is getting old
this b-tch doens’t want to get back in the kitchen
because i’m not afraid of the heat, just the boredom and pain
that comes along with having a f-cking brain
my gift is lit, come save it, come save me
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this world is f-cking crazy, stop saying it’s me
i’m wide the f-ck awake, i just need a mentor
don’t be scared, i’m only a little bit mental
scott mewborn 3:51 6/23/14
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