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molly & l.s.d. - schoob xavier lyrics

schoob xavier on the track
was down and out i’m coming back
been homeless lately feeling wack
i’m at the bottom got no pack
but i’ma make it out again
if i’m a god how could i sin?
i’ll ride my losses to the win
the world i see is all within
all the decades that i spent
not caring how they came and went
my mind was broken not just bent
didn’t ask for life i won’t repent
they say that life’s a blessing but it’s really what you make it
hit my limits as a child ain’t no way that i could fake it
everything i’ve ever touched eventually i f*cking break it
i’ma leave ’em in my dust the crown is mine i’m here to take it
really lived a hard*knock life i can’t get lucky like jay*z
i’m still in these f*cking trenches it’s not just a memory
my own thoughts get in the way
of what i’m tryna f*cking say
it drives me crazy every day
i let my demons out to play
i did it just so i could cope
but then my demons gave me hope
that i could make it out the bottom put an end to being broke
i’m not even started yet these songs are all my practice
i’ma run the f*cking planet like the godforsaken tractus
i need a verse for free bro and i want it from cal scruby
he ain’t never heard of me though he’s too focused on the money
i spent my first two decades wanting anyone to love me
i put effort into people who put everything above me
i’m always laughing at my pain but i don’t really think it’s funny
crazy how the safest people are the ones that wanna judge me
my last relationship really took a f*cking toll
it’s crazy what i had to do to make her let me go
i felt like i was trapped and i was living back in prison
when i tried to stick up for myself she would play the victim
was very clear about my pain but i could never make her listen
drove me even more insane took the will i had for living
i don’t wanna make her out like she’s an evil woman
she lost herself inside of me i got what i had coming
i’m just tryna vent and rhyme about the pain i’m going through
i’m not an idiot i f*cking know i did her dirty too
trust was lost the moment that she went into my phone
took pictures of my deepest shame and threatened to expose
around the same time she found out i was using onlyfans
those parts of me disgust myself i rein ’em in the best i can
not a single picture in the whole thing got me off
but it doesn’t really matter ’cause the trust in me was lost
we became so f*cking toxic pretty sure that she ain’t love me
perfect man was in her head that’s all she ever wanted from me
didn’t like the real me so made changes in her head
i wonder how much pain it caused to be with me instead
it must have been a f*cking lot the way she took my soul for granted
i don’t wanna love again the single life is where i’m planted

on another note i’m back to crashing up at nana’s house
i’m homeless and i got no car i can’t put food in my own mouth
got applications in with every business in the town
every single one said that they don’t need help right now
i’m tryna get back on my feet i don’t think i know how
the helplessness inside of me is screaming really loud
i know that i’m the only one that will come to my rescue
the fact that i don’t have a plan has got me feeling mental
was going hard on molly i was up for like a week
the comedown was so f*cking hard it brought me to my knees
i don’t think that it helped me not a single f*cking bit
it didn’t even numb the pain while i was getting lit
it might have made it worse if i’m really being honest
crazy how my soul’s conception took a demon and a goddess
i didn’t even write this song i let the acid do it for me
all i did was play a beat and then my pen got straight to pouring

- schoob xavier lyrics

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