voices - satvicious lyrics
i listen to you with my hands tied around my back
living with this constant pain in my chest
you tell me i don’t listen to you, that’s why i keep suffering but the truth is that i suffer when you take over my head
sick of choking all my feelings down in my neck
tired of showing who i’m not to all my friends
hate it when i’m desperate but i’m tired of suppressing everything i’m just trying to overcome everything about my past
you said you’d protect my insecurities
all you did was show it as curse that had been cast on me
telling me it’s better this way this is how it has to be
you treat me like your puppеt and you call it “you protecting me”
all of this ain’t helping it just еlevates my agony
i put your words to test everyday but it takes a toll on me
i just need acceptance but you say you can’t give that to me
you grab me by my throat and then say you’re not my enemy
been losing myself so i’ve been checking on my medicine
it’s not enough for both of us guess i should go and get more pills
but i don’t wanna do that can say i’ve been kinda hesitant
i fear i could lose myself further guess i gotta deal with it
but then again i’d lose myself anyway if i let you go
‘cuz as much as i hate it you’re a part of me, i grew with it
i know that this ain’t healthy, i should ask you to get out of here
but then again a me without you just doesn’t make any sense
been fighting with myself
i need to let you go but will that save me?
is it what waters my pain
or is it just one of those things that i need?
why do i never feel good enough?
carrying too much on my shoulders i know gotta drop them all but they keep showing up
lifting my friends out of depression but i’m still stuck in there maybe i’m out of luck
putting my hands on my ears like that’s gonna work
but you keep talking you won’t shut up
why don’t you understand this makes me feel worse like hey!
what the h*ll’s wrong with you
crying on the inside? well that thing now ain’t no news
you’ve been like this since your childhood
at least i embraced you, you’re biting the hand that’s been feeding you
take a look into your shelf
i’ve been in every book in there
now you don’t need me in your ears?
dependent on my guidance
you want to live your way? don’t come to me for help
go!
not this again
life looks like chaotic mess from i am
i’ve been losing sleep lately, this is getting out of hand
depression is the root of it all, where it all began
it’s weird how the mind you once fed with thoughts starts you feed you back
with things you don’t wanna think about and there’s no helping hand
all the people who said they got my back, where they at?
losing people faster than i lose my mind, turn it back
people think it’s such a simple thing man you just gotta smile
so you just put it on your face but how you’re gonna live that lie
around so many people but you feel alone at the same time
you leave early so they won’t have to see the tears from your eyes
i fight it everyday it’s been so long, feels like a part of life
but have to overcome all of it before i run out of time
can’t stand it anymore i’m tired of this disguise and the lies
that follow with it i just wanna be myself, i gotta rise
been fighting with myself
i need to let you go but will that save me?
is it what waters my pain
or is it just one of those things that i need?
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