test subject - sarah bailey lyrics
verse 1:
this is what i do
i fall fast
it gives you no right to shatter it all in a simple second
you’re too scared
to get hurt again
but where does that leave me?
too many times to count
broken hopes
onto the floor
open forms of hot tears
no one to catch them
i’m all alone
is there something wrong with me?
chorus:
i refuse to be
another test subject
when you are unaware if you’re capable of falling again
don’t plan a future
if you’re not over your past
your words cut so deep but i know i’ll just fall again
i refuse to be
i refuse to be
your test subject
verse 2:
my body’s been used
over again {you were inside my mind}
don’t know how to take something like that back
but you were just drunk
that was your love
so where does that leave me?
i’m mad at myself
a hold over me
to make me feel amazing for just one minute
i gave you my thoughts
that gave you power
how much can this happen to me?
chorus:
i refuse to be
another test subject
when you are unaware if you’re capable of falling again
don’t plan a future
if you’re not over your past
your words cut so deep but i know i’ll just fall again
i refuse to be
i refuse to be
your test subject
bridge:
your experiment
your heaven sent
that you won’t figure out till when
i am gone
and you’re all alone
and you missed out on me being the one
you are hurt
i am too
but the difference between me and you
is i know how to fix what’s been broken
i keep my eyes for love wide open
chorus:
i refuse to be
another test subject
when you are unaware if you’re capable of falling again
don’t plan a future
if you’re not over your past
your words cut so deep but i know i’ll just fall again
i refuse to be
i refuse to be
your test subject
outro:
i fall
so fast
you know
it’s true
my mind is open
my heart is broken
on bathroom floors
behind closed doors
i write you down
i refuse to be
your test subject
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