the day before easter - samuel david lyrics
[intro]
[verse]
i sit down and flip a page or two
my whole d-mn life is up in this journal
march 18, 2005, i was a happy lil’ guy living a happy lil’ life
fast forward in time, 2k16 arrives
i wrote the words, “i want to die.”
the page is stained from all my cries
and all i could do was f-ckin’ lie
i think i’m fine, just drown my sorrows in wine
and take a baddie to dine, or pop an addy or nine
thought about doin’ some lines, or f-ckin’ turnin’ to crime
just to feel like alive, i f-ckin’ need a sign
this music sh-t saved my life i guess
cause now i won’t ever stop til’ i’m the best or i’m dead
never restin’ in bed like i did when depressed
i couldn’t sleep at all cause then the demons came in
they told me, “leave all the sin, you’re f-ckin’ bleedin’ again
you need to quit with the pen, your heart you gotta reach in
you’re way off in the deep end, your life it f-ckin’ depends
on your will to live it.” listen to em’? i f-ckin’ didn’t
my soul has some dents
sorrow chilled, didn’t even pay rent
i didn’t have an outlet until i found out, yet
that rap’s the perfect medium to just yell and to vent
[outro]
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