the lesson of depression - sam anning lyrics
[verse 1]
sadness, drains me
anger, pains me
my fists, restrain me
from hurting somebody that i shouldn’t
my hands shaking from the trigger to the bullet
i’m slowing dying anyway
so what would it matter if i sped it up ay?
maybe imma disgrace ay
maybe f-ck the human race ay
x marks the spot
where my last scar was
right in the gut
but it ain’t all that much
because it healed up
dear god, i ask that you gimme the strength
to relief this burdon from my heart
i know that time heals all wounds
and some just take longer than others
so i ask you, help me please
through this depressive disease
[pre-chorus]
people never know
how it feels to just sit and cry
and they call you names
and you just wanna, die
yeah i said it
n-body knows what happens in my room at midnight
the devil comes out and i try to keep up a fight
but instead
[chorus]
i’m crying in my room and i keep it a secret
cause people tell me they care
but they do not mean it
do i take matters to my own hands
maybe f-ck it, is this god’s plan
people make fun of it
because they don’t understand
that depression ain’t a blessing
its a lesson not to mess with
[verse 2]
the scariest feeling is when you know that you wanna bleed
take the pain away from your mind and put it on your body
to distract yourself from the real problem
but what turns into the real problem
is the self harm
take the drugs self alarm
pain k!llers k!ll the pain but do they really
or do they just put the pain to rest so you wake up feeling mental
its like black teeth call some dental
there is a big difference between aggression and depression
aggression is to be angry which can often lead to some state of the lesson
remember what i called the lesson
yeah thats right depression
you just gotta ask the question
[bridge]
is it worth it
all the pain and misery go away
for your life
because of the blood knife
yeah ask it again
is it worth it
have others do the suicide
because inside they knew
it was do or die
walk or ride
is it worth it, ask yourself
is it worth it?
[pre-chorus]
people never know
how it feels to just sit and cry
and they call you names
and you just wanna, die
yeah i said it
n-body knows what happens in my room at midnight
the devil comes out and i try to keep up a fight
but instead
[chorus]
i’m crying in my room and i keep it a secret
cause people tell me they care
but they do not mean it
do i take matters to my own hands
maybe f-ck it, is this god’s plan
people make fun of it
because they don’t understand
that depression ain’t a blessing
its a lesson not to mess with
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