ronegrets - ryan collier lyrics
i p-ss the blunt, but i don’t smoke it i just p-ss it up
cause when i’m g-ssin up, i can’t think straight
always thinking about my past and love
(and honestly for what)
i think we live on two different planets
mines filled with mind erasers
and yours has bunch of family stuff
problems not reconciled by the lord jesus christ or us
we shove our issues deeper down than probably meant to
i sent you a text the other day did you read what i sent you?
i don’t think it ever went through, like someone who couldn’t get it up
i’m blessed i pray that you doing your best too
i hope who i was didn’t hurt you so bad we can’t be friends soon
i know the vision you had for us was better than what my pen do
the drugs had me trippin, spitting the lies that i thought would mend you
build you up to the image i had in my mind, but by the time i had spent
too high to i understand what i put you through wasn’t what a friend do
fill the cup up with a bit of the wine, take my time, please, its all that really i could present you, give me just one more try, or don’t, i won’t deny, my feelings and i won’t cry, but i will resent who
did this to us. i wonder was it me or was it just life?
i wonder if ill ever have that answer
and i’m gunna keep moving forward, towards my goals of building a better life
a life i had envisioned for us, now it just one party less, less stress
but also less love to spread
can’t implore whats been eating me up, is it the loneliness
or the lack of a chorus
take my time, please, i know we don’t have much left
i can try to fix it now, but the pieces might be too scattered
watch my dreams sink into the deepest of depths
the final words, please, spit them out, or live your life with regrets
hey if you ever hear my music i hope you listen and forgive me
or understand i was coming from a place of ignorance
about family and what this meant see
i was young balancing my dreams, and this reality god has lent me
let me show you who i am and can be i really want to make you proud
not to say you were ever perfect, but without a doubt
it was my decisions that brought our final goodbye about
now the doubt weigh heavily on my brain
what upsets wasn’t the fact that you left but the way
we separated, when you break one in to two, its devastating
but when you shatter that same one piece
parts get lost and find their way to me when i’m elevated
so when you see me p-ss up on the blunt don’t try to force it
just ignore it, throw on this song, and listen to the f-cking chorus
porcelain hearts, with an outer case of iron
lead, leads lead, to melt into itself, and find a way to pierce the mind in
take my life, please, and look back with no regrets
i’m better off when alone, look at my smile when i write this text
listen closely, understand i’m not upset
this is just my way of moving forward put it on a beat, then i rest
take my time, please, i know we don’t have much left
i can try to fix it now, but the pieces might be too scattered i guess
look in to my eyes see no bloodshot, and filled with no stress
made my past in my past, and with my situation better
i guess the final part i’m going to write about how i’m doing now
i guarantee when i make it this song is going to come out somehow
though my heart is varying, marrying ideas of who we were is harmful
karmas not a b-tch, we just make the same mistakes and that’s our fault
i’m a changed person, i live my life to higher standards
i just make verses, verses taking purses and lying myself backwards
i’m happy as can be and my family supports me though and through
i love you all to death, and that’s including my friends that keep me cool
i would never take my life, its just helps to release some stress
suicidal ideation, invisible shotguns to the chest
invisible blunts to the head, lyrical jumps, spiritual death
then spiritual revive, taking the time to call my ego back after my ego left
thanks for listening
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