l.o.s.e.r - rxknephew lyrics
i try to be sane, them demons be on me
i stay on my grind, success be lonely
my grandma keep telling me “fight them demons”
i’m going to the grave with all of my secrets
this sh*t that i been through, i don’t like to brag
anything that i got, it came from the trap
anything that i got, it came from a l!ck
og said don’t stress ’bout a b*tch
i try to stay focused and go ’bout my day
it’s hard to control my anger and rage
up that gl!ck shoot a b*tch in they face
i talk to myself and tell me calm down
they hate on a n*gga but i don’t know why
i wonder if they’ll love me if i die
i look in the mirror get scared of my eyes
you gone see real pain if you look in my eyes
momma ain’t love me, i fend for myself
daddy wasn’t there, i fend for myself
live with grandma, i appreciate it
learned how to rob, i appreciate it
i was 8 years old stealing out of stores
i was on the block ’till my feet had sores
you can give them it all, they still want more
i was stuck in the cold, they ain’t answer the door
they say that hard work beat talent
they say that unc can’t quit his habit
slept on the floor, all i had was a mattress
taught myself how to trap
taught myself how to bag flip
they say birds of feather, they flock together
30 on me i’m not picking and choosing
these broke ass n*ggas be hoping i’m losing
pull that glock out my draws to his head and just do it
i do this sh*t for my lil’ sister
do this sh*t for my momma even though she ain’t raise me
new breed trapper, the oldest baby
new breed trapper, i love my babies
never in my life want to be a deadbeat
my whole life i wanted to sell crack
i can buy my daughters pampers with crack
i can buy my daughter a lambo with crack
my daughter seven and she want a lambo
i think to myself like i got you baby
your mother had to struggle all her life
long as you got daddy, not you baby
i was dead broke, going crazy
had a felony, couldn’t get a job
dropped out of school and learned how to rob
got out of jail first day and robbed
grandma raised me right but i robbed
that ain’t got sh*t to do how she raised me
used to want to slit my wrists and k!ll myself
i don’t feel that way no more, i got babies
i look at my daughter and see myself
wanna be there for them, and nothing else
i was down on my ass, couldn’t help myself
put that glock on my hand, gone help myself
i was on the block, back against the wall
i remember n*ggas tried to take my pack
i ain’t had no big brother come and help me
learned how to be a man and not to rat
big neph did his time, he ain’t snitch
these n*ggas my sons, go get a switch
i been in the field since lilo & stitch
i grind for my family, we ain’t had sh*t
i been through it all, don’t sh*t phase me
if i think about it i might go crazy
momma gave away her only baby
it is what it is, i’mma still go crazy
rxk, got it on his own
momma told me i was on my own
beat a n*gga ass, take his phone
teenager days, i was wild as f*ck
“you get knocked down, son get up”
that’s what my momma told me when i seen her
i ain’t know my daddy, i ain’t meet him
my momma said my father was a b*tch
my lil’ brother daddy is a snitch
all i need is my momma like b*tch n*ggas
ion know my dad but he a b*tch n*gga
i’ll rob him like, a regular n*gga
used to stand in the corner and bang my head
the other day wanted to cut my dreads
it’s a lot of sh*t wanna do in my feelings
(slitherrmannn) think about k!lling
i ain’t come this far to up and quit
some n*ggas live, some n*ggas snitch
some n*ggas survive or they turn b*tch
‘fore i heard ’bout hect, neph been drugrixh
i roll up my backwood, get in my mood
my jacket on, i got on my shoes
everyday i’m feeling like war
keep a weapon on me like thor
long way from sleeping on the floors
give a b*tch a little, she want more
my homie got shot at the store
other homie got k!lled right at the store
still sell crack at the same store
up that gl!ck put your blood on the wall
up that gl!ck put your brains on the wall
i was up in the cell with my name on the wall
not backing down, h*ll nah not at all
tell me what i’m not, break your jaw
yuh!
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