speculum - ross allen lyrics
[verse 1: ross allen]
17 looking for another way out
cus’ i cannot settle for a d-mn day job
9 to 5 ain’t my style i’d rather f-cking die
i used to ball but now i opened my third eye
back in the day
me and my n-gg- had dreams of college & nba
everyday afterschool we would play and just play
that was the life back then
some would say that i had even more potential than him
maybe not
[verse 2: ross allen]
then high school came
we went to private school to ball
we both was underrated and too small for guards
i knew i didn’t have what it takes to be a dog
he was working hard
and i was just failing & barely saw him at all
he spent hours in the gym while i was barely p-ssing gym
and he was on the junior varsity while i was always tardy
man so times that they had to suspend me
and i look at him now he on espn
i’m so glad that he ain’t f-ck up just like i did
and now his momma don’t gotta pay for college
i wish i could go back & take it serious
and if i could then you wouldn’t be hearing this
i gave that up for what?
all the girls i got?
maybe i need a mirror to see the guy i despise
and make him give me a reason why i don’t k!ll him tonight
ohhh lord please don’t let me ruin my life
take a look at my spectacle
life is like a speculum
harder than a prius trying to take on the decepticons
i just like to be alone more than anyone you know
sorry i’m an introvert
sorry i don’t socialize
sorry i don’t give a f-ck
sorry i don’t like to cry
sorry i been weird as f-ck
sorry i been getting high
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