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falling to pieces - roman five lyrics

she’s falling to pieces wallowing in faeces
swallowing her sorrows hasn’t eaten all weekend
living at the bottom of the bottle she’s deep in depression
sleeping in the streets and it’s freezing
and she’s been offered petty cash for a beating
and when i say beating i mean both meanings
she took another beating this week and she’s bleeding
she’s still grieving the early exit of her seedling
previously had her hubby near when she needed him
he was taken away from her one evening
deceased in the street right in front of her seeing him
take his last breath as she’s desperately screaming
he tried to protect her from a drunk teen
who was punching her cause he said she looked at him weirdly
he received three years fame was a preceding him
evades the front page and she can’t believe it
her self-esteem just keeps on decreasing
her asbo means she can’t be seen on the high street
banned since last week she was out thieving
stealing to eat and her habit needs feeding
seen as a nitty no pity she’s receiving
pleading for pennies been at it all evening
she sees no choice but to bury deep feelings
walking the streets dolled up which means she’s
seeking the whips with the windows to lean in
meet a man who treats her like meat for fee she’s
screaming inside face to the floor kneeling
he’s squeezing her neck she’s barely breathing
he’s having s-x she’s fighting her feelings
fears get suppressed can’t be seen as a weakling
lifts up her dress lies looking at the ceiling
tries to forget eyes closed day dreaming
when he’s finished then he leaves without speaking
the money on the floor that’s her funds for the evening
numb to it all almost no feeling
he walks out the door and her tears start streaming
she’s squatting in a derelict shop for the evening
self-medicated mentality depleting
k-cider can’s all she got to believe in
that and a spoon plus a lighter and needle
she tried shooting up missed vein now she’s needing
medical attention her abscess is leaking
too scared to seek help she’s not receiving
help that she needs they might bring police in
septicemia’s untreated leading to sepsis
and could cause a seizure leaving it
exposed to the filth dirt grime grease it’s
an open lesion that she can’t keep cleaning
over the weekend she weakened and weakened
p-ssed out right in the middle of the street
she wakes up she’s in a&e feeling
freaked out doesn’t know how long she’d been in
sees no nurses doctors or police
just surrounded by sounds of machines keep beeping
fluid in the bag intravenously seeps in
she’s slightly relieved but she still can’t believe it
eager to leave her anxieties are creeping
she can hear people outside and they’re speaking
she’s scanning the room for her shoes she can’t see them
steps out of bed through the curtains she’s peeping
gets seen by the nurse now alerted she leaping
back in to her bed uncertain of proceedings
the curtain gets pulled back she’s nervously meeting
a person to source the support that she’s needing
support in withdrawal or she’ll relapse this evening
the treatment to detox her slowly this weening
herself off the substances trying to get clean
see this road to recovery it’s long and not easy
got leaflets to meet with a free team of people
who can seek her somewhere she can sleep off of these streets
mp’s let her down charities intervene
she prays they impede her life falling to pieces

- roman five lyrics

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