i’m dead as you hear this - rojelio capone lyrics
[intro]
today is january 3rd, 2022…and i’d like to say that this is my final message at this time….on january 5th, i will leave this h*ll for good…and even though it will sadden those who i knew, i ask you to please not cry. please
[v1]
dear lovuh sorry
dear mothuh sorry
dear brothuh sorry that i’m gone for good
misunduhstood since the age of six
wonduh why conception is playin tricks
i’m tired of fightin’…
*been tiyud of the pain i’m writin’
*wonduh if i evuh see the dark set
*every second that i pass see reegret
*sh*t
*time passes on by next decembuh no mo pain so you won’t remembuh
*hope you understand
*i’m in god’s hands
*so donchu f*ckin cry like childran (childrеn)
*if you unduhstand then it won’t be long
*if you unduhstand den you carry strong
*i promisе you all dat it ain’t duh end
*i promise you all we will meet again
[v2]
now as you hear dis
now donchu fear dis
suicidal thoughts couldn’t persevere it
imma torchured (tortured) soul withuh toll
*of hate that took control*i wonduh dis my fate
*why do i gottuh suffuh
*fallin out with my mothuh
*i wonduh why i can’t cry…
*dry eyes gottuh pain inside me…
*livin’ blindly wonduh if they’ll find me
*where my where abouts
*had some doubts around death
*can’t believe i missed my grandma’s last breath…
*askin’ myself what’s left
*livin’ in h*ll*wish death…
*no more pain engrained inside my mental frame that’s what i f*ckin seek
*livin in life been bleak (x2)
wish i wuzzuh b*ttuhfly i’d fly away to brightuh dayz in heaven where my grandma stay
*no more decay*just a glory day
*that’s da realest sh*t i speak about
if i died tomorrow would you speak my sins or you see within and say my greatest sorrows
*what i wanna know is did i really roll
*up in yo eyes
*donchu telluh lie
*donchu telluh lie
*donchu telluh lie
*cause i know despise is in yo mind..
*if you could*you would*just leave me to die
just leave me to die
*so now i cry because i find a place i sleep in peace and that’s da realest sh*t i say kapeesh
[bridge]
please don’t cry
*mother giving birth baby crying*
[v3: featuring supersun]
i’m twenty*two old
*carryuh colduh weight up on my shoulduhs…
*and as i grow olduh
*wish i had anothuh second with my grandma woulduh tolduh
(tolduh)
why do you live
why do you give
how do you keep yourself to stay so driv?
*just questions
supersun: so in time it’ll all make sense….soooooo in time
everyday i’m lookin’ back (supersun: ooooh)
*my past*my people livin’ black
*i smile long
*i rote my rongs
*and every song i spoke throughout
*i swore to you i’d make it out
*no doubt…sh*t
now this is true
every word i spew could free you if you try
*now it ain’t no lie
*failure comes but i*
*try daily
*consequences fray me
*greyly livin’ young
*numb to life at sixteen wonderin’…
how will i live?
supersun: ahhhh
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