angels callin' me - rocky dabo$ lyrics
[intro]
they said i’ve been acting crazy because i don’t know how to express my feelings right
that’s what i’ve been exposed to all my f-cking life, feel me?
and i ain’t speaking bad about my family, none of that sh-t
but i hope these n-gg-s f-cking feel me like on some real sh-t
[chorus]
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
turned your back on me, thought you was all for me
i can’t see my grandma in that coffin
i rap about it, i don’t do no talkin’
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i got too many people countin’ on me
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
[verse 1]
where was you when i was in that cell tho?
couldn’t pay 70 thousand for my bail tho
i was down bad on my d-ck, i ain’t had no time to cry
i ain’t do none to that b-tch, i ain’t got no time to lie
can’t express my feelings right, they say i’m crazy
honestly, i feel like this how my dad raised me
they don’t understand how i been feelin’ lately
could be in the be streets, i’m workin’ on craft
can’t be like that n-gg-, stayin’ on my -ss
still wanna f-ck with you even tho i got trust issues
risking my life for you ’cause i feel all alone
but i’ma stay away ’cause i can’t text your phone
and this sh-t breaks my heart ’cause i can’t let you go
i’m 18, i can see that life gettin’ real
i ain’t fully on yet but i signed a deal
wait ’til i’m on a jet to count a hunnit mil’
[chorus]
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
turned your back on me, thought you was all for me
i can’t see my grandma in that coffin
i rap about it, i don’t do no talkin’
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i got too many people countin’ on me
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
[verse 2]
been takin’ percocets so it could heal me
had thoughts in my head, tellin’ myself k!ll me
i won’t show anyone the real me
writing suicide notes in my songs so they could feel me
do you know how it feels when your own brother tried to k!ll you?
ever tried to make a song and had n-gg-s feel you?
havin’ nightmares about goin’ back in that cell
they pray on my downfall, hoping that i will fail
last year, my father was doin’ everything for me
he said some sh-t out of anger, thought he didn’t care for me
the sh-t he said, you should never say to your kids
he will never change ’cause that’s the way he is
you didn’t believe me when i told you i’m fightin’ depression
not the only one goin’ through sh-t ’cause you take meditation
you the only parent i got, that sh-t f-cked up my head
and i take back every hurtful sh-t i said
[chorus]
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
turned your back on me, thought you was all for me
i can’t see my grandma in that coffin
i rap about it, i don’t do no talkin’
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i got too many people countin’ on me
havin’ dark thoughts in my head everyday
i feel numb, i hear the angels callin’ me
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