it's inside - rivilin lyrics
[verse 1]
put a collar on my neck for me to explode
you don’t trust a single thing i say so i hold
hands over ears just to block out the noise
my world is f*cking painted red, triple vision watch the time go
feel my f*cking bones start to stretch out my skin
a f*cking loner he can’t communicate from within
so he’s awkward and shy, doesn’t have any friends
until they f*cking see him suffer feel so sorry for him and pretend
that everything is alright, no you will be just fine
f*cking sick of hearing words of delusion it’s like you’re in my mind
the world that i love floating straight up above
i’m watching h*lls jaw under as you give me a shovе
and i fall, it didn’t take long just to hit the bottom
of the bottlе on the side a cigarette to chase the lie
so nicotine a day keeps the hunger at bay
so i’ll just starve myself alone in the anguish i’ll fade
[chorus]
it’s just head pain we feel
that keeps us alive
yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn’t give a flying f*ck
watch the anguish of a lover it’s like he wants us just to suffer so
so why do we care
about who we are
if i could find a way to finally just say that i’m coping
watch the ones who say they’re hoping but your hopes just left me choking
[verse 2]
yeah, yeah
watch the world around me swallow me whole
the sky cracks open blood tears flood the empty hall
screams of a lover as she’s sucked in the void
panic attacks take over when i’m stuck with a choice
do i stay here or swim
i guess i’ll never know
life’s a f*cking joke when you wake up and you just suffer
getting jealous of another whose normal, so wounds we cover
so the world doesn’t see confusion comes from a lover
who knows your not fine you’re breaking, you struggle to get up
and you just smother out any tiny bit of her doubt
she hasn’t got the strength to help so you just wait all this out
until you make friends with the person down in your chest
they try to make you feel so better but they know you cave to stress
so a little bit of hate comes again with the waves
you starve your own body out just to block out the pain
[chorus x2]
it’s just head pain we feel
that keeps us alive
yeah we ache to serve a god that doesn’t give a flying f*ck
watch the anguish of a lover it’s like he wants us just to suffer so
so why do we care
about who we are
if i could find a way to finally just say that i’m coping
watch the ones who say they’re hoping but your hopes just left me choking
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