beatin4u/1day - rican havoc lyrics
[verse 1: rican havoc]
uh
it’s really hard for me to take the blame
you brought a change i didn’t want, never switching lanes
i wanted traffic on my cellular so i could take my car to whatever shawty was excellent
my ego took me far
but
now i’m a lost soul
i was toying with these b*tches like i’m lotso
i could use a gps or pop a pill from cvs but that’ll never change the fact that i’m not yours
but sh*t i’m not theirs
i wish i made that more apparent
cause you was transparent and i was h*lla opaque
imagining the fame when you looked in my face
you saw a wedding ring, i saw adulation by the bay
my bank isn’t coming up
but i was underplaying funds
i ain’t even ask for this and now i gotta pay your lunch?
thinking that was ass backwards, cause i would’ve been paying forward
i’m playing for her, but i don’t wanna enter the game
acting like i’m tired
and i don’t wanna talk
you would always admire
but then again for what
is it cause i used an ounce of human decency
the bar was h*lla low for you
the sh*t looked like a feast to me
i had to let my demons talk a minute they be seizing me
i promise you that under my cold soul
my heart is steady beating for you
baby it’s fiending for you
[verse 2: rican havoc]
forming an obsession with the present
the future ain’t a gift and my past never lookin pleasant
you always coming second, cause the music coming first
realigning my priorities, the homies come in third
and the lord comin in third
and my family in third
posting photos for the locals, mothaf*ck a rule of thirds
now
cause all this time i’ve had it to my self
time a valuable entity, one i never would sell
how do i k!ll off my enemies when i’m stuck in a cell
i’m a prisoner to the bars, a sinner deserving jail
ya grin sent me to the stars, diminished what i dispel
chagrin when i stabbed your heart, i’m hoping that you prevail
divinity what i want, salinity when i tell
the stories of the roller coaster that we boarded
i bought a ticket to this sh*t although i can’t afford it
wish it was different and i didn’t toss the love you h**rded
i understand where you coming from, cause i never made you feel important
but i’ll be waiting for it, hoping you come around
hoping i kindle the fire that i been putting out
hoping i win your desire, i don’t expect it now
hoping i lift you way higher than you projected
i rejected my feelings, buried them into the ground
buried them into the crowd, i do music to overcompensate
the cheering is regulated, the loneliness loud
uh
[refrain: rican havoc]
is it cause i used an ounce of human decency
the bar was h*lla low for you
the sh*t looked like a feast to me
i had to let my demons talk a minute they be seizing me
i promise you that under my cold soul
my heart is steady beating for you
baby it’s fiending for you (x2)
[verse 1: el greko]
i know what you see in me
i know why you believe in me
i can’t trust anybody
i need to get off my feet
[refrain: el greko]
one day, one day (x3)
one day, one day, one
one day, one day (x3)
one
[verse 2: el greko]
i left with a message
i left with a purpose
i’m tryna get better
but i came back worthlress
i tried to come back
but i can’t seem to make myself
to make myself
[hook: el greko]
ahhh, let’s get some money then
new friends
maybe then then we can do sumn
maybe then then we can have some fun
run around, off the drugs
what’s in my mouth is my own blunt, that’s my own blunt baby (x2)
[refrain: el greko]
one day, one day (x3)
one day, one day, one
one day, one day (x3)
one
[verse 3: rican havoc]
i’m hoping in a day or two you acknowledge my presence
give you presents but you know that sh*t is superficial
you a stronger women than most
ain’t see it from the start but since you playin hard to get it’s feelin too official
i’m officially giving up, i thought persistence was essential
used to be up in your mentions now you hate to see my username
i’m choosing fame
or at least i’m in pursuit
pursue it over you
sewing up what is loose
baby it’s what i choose, but i know that you don’t give a f*ck
tried to earn your love again but i’m the one that ended up
lookin f*ckin stupid, wasn’t seeing what you did for us
emitting l*st from my pores, awarded by my boys
at first it was coy, then i became devoid of empathy
unaware of everything that you did for me
didn’t have to ask and you would break an arm or shin for me
i’m only good at breaking hearts, i feel the glass enter my feet
uh
i seen your story and i feel the same
i took a first date and turned it to the worst case
scenario
saw my feelings and i k!lled em b*tches like i’m terrio
bearing my soul throughout the stereo
carry the chord, i’m not prepared to accord
i hope the next time that you see me isn’t at my f*ckin burial
and baby that’s in one day
[hook: el greko]
ahhh, let’s get some money then
new friends
maybe then then we can do sumn
maybe then then we can have some fun
run around, off the drugs
what’s in my mouth is my own blunt, that’s my own blunt baby (x2)
[refrain: el greko]
one day, one day (x3)
one day, one day, one
one day, one day (x3)
one
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