ease my pain - reverie lyrics
i wish i could say it don’t affect me
wish my ego could protect me
i’m stresssed
got demons i can’t confess
blessed
i’m grateful to be alive
but then come them nights
when i contemplate suicide
feel like i’m living a lie
saying life is great all the time
life’s a rollercoaster
i guess i’m in for the ride
friends i thought was family turned envious
d*mn
all i did was love you
but now i know where we stand
can’t give my heart to everyone
i know that’s one of my weaknesses
i be so emotionally invested
i can’t stand we ain’t speaking
i give second chances
matter of fact i give a milly
until one day you stab me in my back and k!ll me
i can’t think everyone’s intentions is pure
just cuz mine is
the insecure gon hate
when you shining like a diamond
life is such a parody
laugh at her jokes hysterically
i only know survival
i’m just tryna leave an imprint in every mind that i go
judas ain’t my disciple
i’ll slit his throat
f*ck my enemies
let em choke
shower me with praise
then drown me in same water
snakes inside my garden’s
why i always keep my guard up
i am just a sinner, a human, a mortal
i’ll do things you never thought of
when i’m backed into a corner
i said i am just a sinner, a human, a mortal
i’ll do things you never thought of
when i’m backed into a corner
tryna ease my pain
gotta let this go
this ain’t no race
imma just move slow
tryna ease my pain
gotta let this go
this ain’t no race
imma just move slow
i live with this brick wall
100 feet tall
lets in no drama at all
sometimes feel it’s too small
at times i wanna add to it
and then i wanna break it down
but i never do
it protect me from the town
i stay inside
run and hide
don’t wanna look like a clown
i remember when i used to run around
thundersounds
i could see it raining
i paint the same paintings
moving with seasons
you see me cut a tie with someone?
just know i got my reasons
seeing ain’t believing
cuz sometimes you ain’t gon see it
you gon feel it
sometimes the betrayal
gon come from your realist
blind spots
i give all i got
like, f*ck it, why not ?
1 day i’m gon die, huh ?
really, what the f*ck is ‘happiness?’
said he gon leave with a ‘badder b*tch’
word around town
he still chasing after it
believe me when i say
‘you can have him, sis’
ain’t n0body stop the progress
ain’t no losses, only boss sh*t
my flow dripping out the faucet
this gotta work cuz i’m out of options
it was a dream but now i’m alive
almost died but i will survive
for my family i will provide
stay true cuz i can’t live lie
now i’m alive
i will survive
can’t live lie
tryna ease my pain
gotta let this go
this ain’t no race
imma just move slow
tryna ease my pain
gotta let this go
this ain’t no race
imma just move slow
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