i was only afraid - revengeinkyoto lyrics
[intro]
i tried my best to say that it wasn’t my fault
but i will make my mistakes and i will always fall down
and blame myself for when there’s no one around to save me
from falling down
[verse 1]
i f*cking hate myself because of you
and there was nothing else that i could do
i tried to see what’s good in you
but i can’t see what’s good in myself
a hypocrite, a piece of sh*t, a f*cking liar
that’s all i am, that’s all i’ll be
and i can’t see how you could ever forgive me
[pre*chorus]
i severed all our ties
so you don’t have to watch me die
[chorus]
this hurts me more than it hurts you
i never like to face the truth
but i can’t just go and pretend it’ll be okay
’cause it’s not okay, i’m not okay
[verse 2]
feel the regret
i’m so ashamed to [?]
to all of your pain
when i was afraid of who you’d become
you showed your true colors
and i had to run away
[pre*chorus]
i hate that it’s all
but i’m always so cold
and it’s better this way
so leave me to wait
[chorus]
this hurts me more than it hurts you
i never like to face the truth
but i can’t just go and pretend it’ll be okay
’cause it’s not okay, i’m not okay
[verse 3]
we have all failed as god’s creation
and i am haunted by my mistakes
do not pity me for i am a broken sh*ll
but how could you blame me?
for trying to protect myself
i was only afraid
[verse 4]
i always win the game of losing people that i love
and i feel like i’m the best at f*cking everything up
and i’m so sorry, but i know that you will never forgive me
and that’s okay
i never thought my heart could ever be so f*cking numb
and all i wanted was someone to show me that i’m loved
but even that seems so far away (far away)
i made mistakes
every day i’m so ashamed
wish that i could take it back, but this poison is uncurable
i have spent my life trying to make everything right
i forget about myself
then i get there’s nothing left
oh
[outro]
my guilt has finally k!lled me
my guilt has finally k!lled me
my guilt has finally k!lled me
my guilt
my guilt
my guilt
my guilt is f*cking drowning me
oh
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