dissociate - relive reactions lyrics
i get caught up in dreaming when a demon’s got my throat
she’s choking me out, i feel like i’m about to float
sometimes i awaken and forget it all again
it’s like this dream amnesia wants to be my only friend
i wake up in the morning when it’s six o’clock at night
i don’t do anything, i have no freeze or fight or flight
‘cause usually instead, i’m just floating off in sp*ce
but without a suit of oxygen or mask upon my face
‘cause i dissociate, and stare into a mirror
and i m*st*rbate until the image isn’t clear
and i just take several minutes to stare into a wall
but when i come to, it’s been three days after f*cking all
‘cause i dissociate
and when my mama called me, i didn’t grab the phone
and when she called again, and four more times, i didn’t grab the phone
and only on the sixth time, when i snapped out of my trance
she’d already called the cops, they burst in, and i didn’t even glance
they sent me to a hospital to see what they could do
they said, “get medication, and living alone just wouldn’t do”
so now i live with daddy, and i just lay in a bed
as i watch myself just lay there, f*cked out of my head
‘cause i dissociate, and stare into a mirror
and i m*st*rbate until the image isn’t clear
and i just take several minutes to stare into a wall
but when i come to, it’s been three days after f*cking all
‘cause i dissociate, i got everybody questioning
blame opiates, at least that’s what they’ve been reckoning
i live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind
between god and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine
‘cause i dissociate
‘cause i dissociate, and stare into a mirror
and i m*st*rbate until the image isn’t clear
and i just take several minutes to stare into a wall
but when i come to, it’s been three days after f*cking all
‘cause i dissociate, i got everybody questioning
blame opiates, at least that’s what they’ve been reckoning
i live inside the dead zone inside of my own mind
between god and family, friends and foes, the barrier is mine
‘cause i dissociate
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