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left behind - rekap lyrics

[verse 1: rekap]
i used to live in the future but now i’m stuck in the past
my memories are like movies and i keep on running them back
repeated scenes i’ve seen so many times, still stunned and aghast
at how my life could be different if i weren’t such an ass

so many verses i spat just so i could adjust my label
craved attention so badly that i could devour a plateful
but i tried so hard to be seen i forgot to set the right angle
then the camera rolled and i was told i acted disgraceful

d*mn, and i had homies who’d show me so much love
but at the time it just never felt like it was enough
chasing validation from people who didn’t give a f*ck about me
leaving the ones who really did behind in the dust

because they always listened when i was b*tching about feeling voiceless
but i ditched them for toxic folks i knew i should be avoiding
yet i was so thirsty i was happy drinking poison
and all my friends who’re warning me were drowned in a sea of voices

[chorus: keepitinside]
and i was so blind
and i know i can’t just heal the scars, i’ve tried
i want to take it back and make it right
all that i’ve avoided to be fine
sorry that i left you all behind
[verse 2: rekap]
i’m waking up from dreams, that feel realer than life
and as i fight with my demons hear ’em scream in the dead of night
now it’s got me facing all the darkest [?] of my life
so i decide to scream just to get a glimmer of light

hitting me right where it hurts, and f*ck it might be absurd
but i’m saying sorry to people i haven’t spoken a word to in years now
so i can make it clear how much i really changed and i can’t be more sincere ’bout
willing to make up for the errors in my ways every year gets more difficult to bear all of this weight

but i don’t even know if i believe all that i say
when i’m repeating the same mistakes i made back in the day
kicking myself until i reopen up my old scars and go far
but in my wake i leave behind some broke hearts yeah

and now everything i worry about is irrelevant
all that i think about is how i wish i could have been a better friend

[outro]
and i was so blind
and i know i can’t just heal the scars i’ve tried
i want to take it back and make it right
all that i’ve avoided to be fine
sorry that i left you all behind

- rekap lyrics

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