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can't catch myself - rekap lyrics

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[intro]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
x3

[verse 1]
all i wanna know is if you’re proud of me now
after you crossed every single one of my boundaries while
i let you overpower me and devour me down
i’m cowering almost hourly but outwardly i smile

how could i have allowed you to sway me to think i’m inadequate?
yeah it’s staying adamant claiming you’re my greatest advocate
saying that i’m too p-ssionate to ever create some average sh-t
and that’s why your expectations for me are so extravagant!

now and i’ll drown if i try to hit this high water mark
like a starving shark just circle me ’til i fall apart
telling me i got a lot of spark, to b-tter me up with the false remarks
but when you stumble you spit on my art and you rip it apart like you don’t got a heart

yeah
it’s a coin flip and you play me like a joy stick
but it’s pointless to avoid it when you’re poisoned to enjoy it
so even though i begrudge it i’m putting my head to the musket
’cause f-ck it i know that you’ll love it. to you, i’m nothing but a puppet

[chorus]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
x2

[verse 2]
so i’m pressing through the nines to feel closer to a ten
and when i’m fleshing out my lines i focus on my skeletons affection
i’m begging for all the time and no one’s checking in
and so i’m stressing in my mind relying on my medicine to help me⁠—

cope with the fallout ’cause i’m all out of steam
i should’a crawled out my bed not just fall back asleep
’cause when i thought i was free you saw me out in my dreams
where no one could hear me when i called out to scream

see i subbed to you with therapy and flushed you out with meds
but when the times you took care of me came rushing back to my head
i tried to share my grief with someone else conducting in your stead
’cause there’s no guarantee i’d be better without your punishments

when i f-ck up you spurt your curses, and tell me that i deserve it
but when you’re pushing me to be perfect, limits just bubble up under the surface
and i need’a be more -ssertive ’cause you’re gnawing at my health
but is it even really worth it? i’m just talking to myself

[outro]
i’ll stay so fast i can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
can’t catch my⁠—
x2

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