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healthy brain (#freestyle) - redaymch lyrics

why do i feel so alone
maybe it’s cuz i’m in room at home
recording in my zone
but a brush of shit is happening
where did i go wrong
and this did not just start
it’s been like this for so long
everyone says they’re original
but all i see is clones
f-ck is going on
i’ve worked for so much
but now most of it is gone
they say brush it off
but i ain’t ever got a comb
if quitting didn’t have a consequences
if give away the throne
but i know that it’s bug
so i know that i really won’t
my brain’s telling me stop
but heart’s telling me don’t
i wish i could be me
but slowly i have grown
and i realized that i’ve got to give the people what they want
am i in it for the money ?
am i in it for the fame ?
i think i do it so somehow i can let out all the pain
even letting it out on a track is such a f-cking strain
but imagine all the feelings that i would have to contain
i’m tryna get my thoughts straight tryna get them arranged
my mind’s been working double time
i ain’t even got a brain
it goes straight to my heart
and i ain’t even playing
i feel like people look at me and say what a f-cking shame
he’s such a lame
ain’t even got a name
i felt like i was in the sky
like i was flying a plane
now i feel i’m at the bottom
like my name is on a grave
and please don’t say you feel me
cuz you can’t f-cking relate
it’s just a brunch of hate
so congratulations to everyone of my haters
y a’ll really came with the hatred
y a’ll wanna hear more of my cheating ex
well she’s nameless and f-ck h he knew
and he didn’t f-cking say shit
i wish i could pour my heart out
but my time wold be wasted
people say it’ll p-ss please be patient
but it’s been 17 years and i’m still f-cking waiting
and don’t give advice if you can’t take it yourself
i’m just asking you to listen
i’m not asking for your help
i’m a trophy but even the big ones get put on the shelf
i’m doing what i’ve left
maybe i need discipline smack me with the best
when they die and you’re praying to god
that they’re not in hell
and rest in peace
it’s been like that that since the beginning
dealing with school,depression,women the expectation
i have to live up to with my written
peer pressure , drugs, alcohol. decisions
doing things you wanna do
even when you ain’t got permission
following your dreams like you’re on a f-cking mission
there’s so many different points of view in these positions
but i bet my dead friends are saying be happy you’re living
and the things i’ve learned is everyone’s a hater
me, your mom. your dad. your neighbor. your brother. your sister. your boss. the major
everyone at the diner table
including the waiters
cuz we all think we’re the best
and the older are our favor
you got drunk off of the fame
but i’m tryna savor the flavor
i wish life was a easy as writing on paper
so when we make a mistake
we just pull out an eraser
i hate to f-cking vent to ya’ll
i don’t do it on purpose
cuz i honestly don’t even f-cking think
it’s really f-cking worth it
i let out all my feelings then i don’t even learn shit
she’s a b-tch i probably just deserve this
i f-cked up in the past
i probably just earned this
i’m thinking about all the things i did it
it makes me nervous
my heart was in pain i did just to hurt it
i became a different kid
now look at me i’m cursing what’s wrong with me
i’m asking all the nurses
i probably had a seizure to become a better person
life was starting to looking good
and then it just turned quick
and i’m not even finished
i ain’t even scratch the surface
f-ck it i’m worthless

- redaymch lyrics

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