resolution - recluse & the monsturr lyrics
[intro] (monsturr)
“resolution”, i say..
“who owns the past, controlling the present?”, hesitant message, lessons, decisions, future visions as i sit here wishing..
“who owns the past, controlling the present?”
i said, “who owns the past?”..
[verse 1] (monsturr)
surrounded by a cloud of proudly drowning kids whose only motive is to know what living is, i’ll tell you what living’s not, it’s not about the antic*p*tion of a coffin waiting, spending time debating, dancing with satan
& he smiles as the miles you put under your feet on a street that’s paved with denial aren’t worth your while cuz the time you’ve wasted could’ve been used to reconcile, i have my doubts once in a while if what we’re heading for after this life is heaven’s turnstile, if we’re all just pages in a book thrown into the burn pile, i wanna lean unto my own understanding but life’s demanding a toll on my soul, slowly growing, living life with one foot in the hole
so tell me, is it a crime to dine with those whose darkened colors always show, to share a table with others unable to understand that if we continue a life on our knees & never stand, we’re just playing into their hands?
the b*st*rd sons & daughters of absent mothers & fathers, what bothers me the most is the presence of an unholy ghost that taunts us all to obey the rise & fall of an uncertain ocean, the curtain’s lowering & slowly but before we know it we’re going under, the greatest blunder in life that we’ll ever commit is not knowing when to allow our spirits to uplift like the phoenix that i know we all have inside but instead deciding to abide & wait out our lives by the fireside..
[hook] (monsturr)
“resolution”, i say..
you just give with one hand & with the other you take it away..
so leave me alone..
i’d rather do this on my own..
[verse 2] (recluse)
the world wraps around me, sinks in its t**th, steals my heart like a thief in the night, there is no limelight just a struggle that is constant, i just wanna stomp sh*t, no significant other, brainwashed, thinking of ways to get the bread & b*tter, thoughts clutter & disperse, meanwhile i’m plotting on this old lady’s purse, harsh times intertwined on the lines of this verse, roles will never be reversed, i’m cursed
i’ll make you see reality, f*ck your pity & f*ck your city!, read between the lines, f*ck the bullsh*t & the lies!, we weren’t capable of a relationship that was stable but still i’m labeled by you & you could never accept it, you ripped my f*cking heart out my chest & kept it, i’m plenty stressed, so much as to become possessed, the thoughts of you & me obsess
dreaming of a day where i’ll just forget the world, the words, the f*cking source, screaming til my voice becomes ho*rs*, your lies have thrown me off course, still tripping about sh*t that happened 7 years ago, check your dome!, as a matter*of*fact take yourself home before your facade gets blown, fed from a silver plate, you can’t relate, lost in sp*ce & time, tryna feed off my grind
all the endless days i was used as a puppet in your f*cked parade of emptiness & ego trips, popping scripts like 15 year olds popping out kids from their hips, guess what?, i called it b*tch cuz you’re simple to figure out, that’s why you’re choking on the words coming out your mouth, a manipulation, m*st*rbating generation in its prime, vicariously living in my shine, they say to choose water over wine but when i’m smashed is the only time i’m doing fine, close to your heart you’ll hold a f*cking crutch, on your way down that’s the only thing you’ll clutch..
[hook] (monsturr)
“resolution”, i say..
you just give with one hand & with the other you take it away..
so leave me alone..
i’d rather do this on my own..
i’ll do this on my own..
on my own…
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