pinemont plaza - ray jones lyrics
[verse 1]
i look in the mirror can’t figure out who am
my life is in shambles
baby can’t p-ss this exam
i notice my peers is seeing glory
faith is getting boring
yet all these n-gg-s know who i am
got off social media hoping if it’s me versus me
i’d compete a little harder
but look where i am
my mommas house
she rubs it in my face that i’m 23
without a place to pee
her depression and bipolar sh-t is rubbing off
i keep on failing
i keep on falling
roll up
spliff inhale
to keep from causin
relapsed thoughts of squalling
they so loud appalling
what could’ve been is the only thing that’s mauling
i should’ve had that baby
i should’ve went to see thomas mama
after he p-ssed away
she prolly going crazy
i’m face to face with my demons
they pry away at my lesions
i ain’t got no time for what weakens
man it’s time to let go
[chorus]
if i never move on
ima stay in the same d-mn place
if i wanna keep growin
i’ma have to stop getting in my way
overthinking
i’m sinking
thats all that’s taking place
after all this time i done finally realized one thang
it’s alright
it’s okay
it take time to heal that pain
it’s alright
it’s okay
we gone take it day by day
it’s alright
it’s okay
yeah i know you feel the pain
it’s alright
it’s okay
keep on pushing anyways
[verse 2]
deliberately thinking i reached my peak
and i can’t do no more
after 24 hour drive
i open all my doors
i’m seeing all my childhood trauma
crack houses
body issues
and lack of human contact
that stemmed from lack of father
who knows what kind of man i would’ve been
maybe i would’ve stayed in acres homes
and played wit scales and dividends
generational curses
i can’t look past the surface
ima p-ssy for never k!lling fred and greg
they worthless
[chorus]
if i never move on
ima stay in the same d-mn place
if i wanna keep growin
i’ma have to stop getting in my way
overthinking
i’m sinking
thats all that’s taking place
after all this time i done finally realized one thang
it’s alright
it’s okay
it take time to heal that pain
it’s alright
it’s okay
we gone take it day by day
it’s alright
it’s okay
yeah i know you feel the pain
it’s alright
it’s okay
keep on pushing anyways
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