dear diary - ramirez lyrics
[hook]
my momma telling me i’ll be okay
she don’t understand i’m living day by day
pop another pill to feel ok
i thinking bout’ suicide everyday
i’ve been through this route
what’s my life about
popping pills and living life full of doubt
praying on the edge my bed
hoping i could get responses
battle my illness alone, crying a river i’m honest
oh no
i don’t know which way to go
i don’t even have my home
in the dark is where i roam
i’ve been stuck and all alone
[verse 1: ramirez]
popping these pills and i’m asking god why
do i have urges to just wanna die
receiving no answers cause god is a lie
look in my eyes
see pain that’s inside
i done lost a couple friends
for the way n-gg- been acting
no faking
no pretending
i just really wanna f-cking end this, oh no
grabbing a gun and i point at my dome
i’m telling myself be easy let go
don’t pull on the trigga’ there’s much to hold on
but these pills they kick in and i just can’t move on
lost in my ways and i try to forget
all of this sadness and all this regret
i look to my mom and i tell her like this
yo’ son is a f-ck up, yo’ son can’t do sh-t
[hook]
my momma telling me i’ll be okay
she don’t understand i’m living day by day
pop another pill to feel ok
i thinking bout’ suicide everyday
[verse 2: ramirez]
stand in closet i’m tying a noose
you living a lie, i’m stuck in the truth
faking a smile but depression the root
i try to be happy but i can’t it’s a fluke
love for my friends but they don’t know i’m through
i don’t see no sun cause i stay in my room
i look in the mirror
the vision gets clearer
anxiety, got me trapped in this sh-t too
[hook]
my momma telling me i’ll be okay
she don’t understand i’m living day by day
pop another pill to feel ok
i thinking bout’ suicide everyday
i’ve been through this route
what’s my life about
popping pills and living life full of doubt
praying on the edge my bed
hoping i could get responses
battle my illness alone, crying a river i’m honest
oh no
i don’t know which way to go
i don’t even have my home
in the dark is where i roam
i’ve been stuck and all alone
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