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stays the same - r2db lyrics

[verse 1]
i do the same sh*t every day
i get up and i pray
i pray to make it in the f*cking rap game
but sh*t stays the same
ive been spitting for 3 and a half years
and through those years ive had hitches ive even shed a tear
but guess what through all those suicidal thoughts yeah im still here
2020 is my year
21 also my year
ima promote my sh*t get signed
and make a living before i die
my familys never been rich
our incomes never done bits
but we do the f*cking best we can
and i dont appreciate it when
some posh entitled pr*ck
comes along and slags me off
im doing the best i can
tryna make it so i can provide for them
i used to be the brightest student
but then everything went downhill
depression almost k!lled me and from there ive had a strong will
to make it
i dont give a f*ck about school
if they ain’t gon do nothing for me
then why should i even attend
all these years ive learned nothing
ive learned more from spitting
the only thing that it has given mes anxiety and depression
i dont fit in
the amount of times ive been taken to the ground
and honestly im suprised ive even made it till now
ive been through heartbreak
depression and even an alcohol problem
sh*t i was drinking every night
and i went off on em
literally anyone who tried to say anything to me
id just give them abuse
but i realised all the sh*t it was doing to me

[hook]
every day the same sh*t
every day when reality hits
i just wanna be famous
i just wanna be known
i just wanna make it
i wanna be known
ima make it
but some things need to change
ill be famous
but some sh*t needs a change
i need to cut out some people
if it hurts me the most
i need to keep on this mindset
or ill sink like a boat
then ill make it

[verse 2]
i used to be blinded by love
i couldn’t see past my ex
shes complaining on her story bout how all the boys just use her for s*x
and im like
im right here motherf*cker
i didn’t sleep at night hoping to get a text from er
and it lasted for months
my sleep schedule was f*cked
i was up writing songs
not good ones they sucked
and at that point my video quality also went down
not just my youtube content but i had blurry vision now
i couldn’t see into the future
i didn’t know what tomorrow would hold
so i grasped onto reality for the final bit of the road
but then it hit me
im failing school and i can’t rap for sh*t
no one watches my videos ill never have a hit
so i grabbed a kitchen knife
waited till everyone was out
then i pressed it against my neck
and had thoughts of bleeding out
thats the method i was planning
i didn’t want any help
no one understood they just thought i was lazy so h*ll
ima do it

- r2db lyrics

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