last goodbye (feat. batyabelle) - r2db lyrics
[verse 1 * r2db]
if i had 3 wishes
then one would defo go to you
so you could know that i dont hate you
cause ever since that day its been k!lling me
i went into my room
and started feeling like sh*t
and then i went home like nothing had changed not even a little bit
and then a few days later you were in the hospital
it can’t be real
it can’t be real
i tried to tell myself
it was like a dagger to the heart
all i wanted was a restart
but i didn’t get that restart
i didn’t come to visit you
i didn’t come to your funeral
i couldn’t bring myself to do it
but i wish i had went through it
cause now your up in heaven
i like to believe
sh*t i hope that you forgive me
cause the f*cking pain is k!lling me
[hook * batyabelle]
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
i didn’t believe it was real
but 2 years later and i still feel
yeah i still feel
[verse 2 * r2db]
ive not visited your grave once
cause i feel like a d*ck
and i swear to god in my opinion
i deserve to go to h*ll for this
i hope you know that i kept all your birthday cards
all your f*cking christmas cards
yeah i kept them in my cabinet
of course i have some regrets
like breaking up with my ex
but this is my biggest one i can promise you that
why am i like this
why did i do it
i know youve probably forgiven me
but i just can’t get through it
in the afterlife
if you dont hold a grudge
then know that i didn’t mean it as such
sometimes anger just takes over
you say some sh*t and a friendships over
but family never breaks
after all the sh*t that people say to each other
its all good because you can’t really hate each other
but i feel like a d*ck regardless
ive been tryna forgive myself for this hardship
but i can’t so im writing this
sh*t im drowning in darkness
[hook * batyabelle]
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
i didn’t believe it was real
but 2 years later and i still feel
yeah i still feel
yeah i still feel
oh
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
i hope you forgive me it was a dumb mistake
and ive hated myself since after that day
i wish i had come
to say goodbye
but i was selfish
so now i am saying my last goodbye
goodbye
goodbye
i didn’t believe it was real
but 2 years later and i still feel
yeah i still feel
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