a bipolar & dramatic istp ballad - px3t lyrics
[verse 1]
i’ma introvert teen, that’s clear to see, in a world so free (that’s clear)
every step outside, feels like a social ride, i can’t find my own way in this rollercoaster life (life)
i listened all my childhood teenage f*cking dream, but in my f*cking life it’s not as simple as it seems
so my thoughts spin around, like a record on repeat (spin around, spin around)
and in a world of f*cking extroverts, i’m just a f*cking beat offsync
[pre*chorus 1]
god, i’m lost, do you exist? help me, i’m drinking the poison (prove me, now)
noone here to take care of me, ’cause i poisoned the poison
[chorus 1]
my mind is k!lling me, i’m overthinking it’s already 3am, oh na na na
something good finally happened here, but unfortunately it’s self sabotage time*na*na
i don’t wanna leave, it’s to full outside, but it’s to empty right here, oh na na na
so i fill the room with lies, fake laughter and blood, oh na na na (nah)
[verse 2]
i went to the therapist, she asked me:
“how you’re doing? how your friends?”
and i answered, “why ask me, if you can ask directly to them?”
she made a strange face, because she couldn’t f*cking comprehend (no, no)
that i was trying to tell all my friends live inside my freaking head
i want it, i can’t have it, i said it, but i don’t meant that
mom, could you pass the knife? (knife)
’cause if i don’t cut this bread before the microwave beep, i promise i’ll gonna die (beep, beep, beep, beep)
[pre*chorus 2]
god, i’m lost, do you exist? help me, i’m in the freaking dark (prove me)
my mind wants to destroy me, she takes everything as a sign
[chorus 2]
they all say that this sh*ts gets better, but when? i’m gonna die, oh na na na
i’ma solitary star in the midnight sky, ’cause i’m not special, and i don’t shine bri*i*ight (star in the midnight)
[bridge]
they’re coming for me, i see they’re coming for me
there’s no one coming for me, i see they’re getting closer
they’re coming for me, i see they’re coming for me
there’s no one coming for me, i see they’re getting closer
[interlude]
mr. genie, i would love to sleep one night, without my thoughts eating me alive, oh (f*ck)
[chorus 1]
my mind is k!lling me, i’m overthinking it’s already 3am, oh na na na
something good finally happened here, but unfortunately it’s self sabotage time, na na na (but, time)
i don’t wanna leave, it’s to full outside, but it’s to empty right here, oh na na na (oh na na na)
so i fill the room with lies, fake laughter and blood, oh na na na (ugh)
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