fathers day - propain lyrics
[verse 1: propain]
bougie folks i’m feeling out of place
but i heard they got italian foods you gotta taste
chandeliers in every table got a pasta dish
dressed in suits, i swear this sh-t look like a mobster fl!ck
(i’m rick & i’ll be here to serve & take your order
would you like red wine? some liquor? maybe water?
the artichoke’s delicious sir’ & it’s great for starters!)
i’m actually meeting someone here, i’ll just wait to order
matter fact i’ll take some vodka when you bring that toast & —
(sir’? sir’?!)
staring at the man, i just seen walk between them doors
the way my body froze out, you swear you think i seen a ghost!
so familiar, looking like someone i seen before
same eyes, even nose, same size ring & clothes
mama always told me that the first impressions mean the most
but i been waiting my whole f-cking life to let these demons go!
my body numb as he approaches
i grew up in the slums with the roaches cause this bum left me hopeless!
no, santa at my door, just a f-cking eviction notice!
god d-mn mayne, let me gain my focus, f-ck!
he walk up extend his hand, and look me in the eye
i accept, while tryna hide the evil in disguise!
cause truth be told i wanna tell him come meet me outside!
put a cannon to his temple, c-cked, squeeze & watch you die!
(hey, how’ve you been son?)
how i been?!
man what the h-ll you mean?!
you don’t know me!
how you act concerned for one you’ve never seen?!
where the f-ck was you when i was young & had to grow with fiends?!
house full of junkies mayne, i swear my crib was medellín
it’s all nightmares in the gutta, we don’t ever dream, never smile!
(shh, shh, shh, son, son)
b-tch you could get it too, & that’s on everything!
i hate you n-gga, i can’t say it no other way!
(whoah hey, calm down)
i hope you never live to see another day!
(calm down)
nice to meet you ho!
[verse 2: propain]
i feel the pain as i enter the room
the sudden change of scene, got my mental confused
looking hopeless & stiff in a tube
it seem like yesterday we met, today you gotta live through a tube
looking up to god, am i missing the clues?
i hoped he die, but i didn’t know that my wish would come true!
but then again as i’m looking at him full of drugs
that resent me, built up in me, whispered “pull the plug”
i grew up lost & out of tone, tryna move with thugs
anyone who took me in, funny what we do for love
poor as sh-t, shoes looking like them hoes been through the mud!
mama can’t afford herself, f-ck she suppose to do with us?!
no gifts for christmas, birthdays, no calls from you!
no pitch & catch, all that bullsh-t that a father do!
word out, you got another son & a daughter too
but left me out to dry, b-tch you wonder why my heart removed?!
but what if that’s false?
what if that part confused?
what if mama lying, & just wanted me far apart from you?!
what if you was locked up, wrote me, but i ain’t read the kite?
(groans)
wake yo’ -ss up dawg, don’t leave me twice!
knees starting to buckle
a face full of sickness
i’m acting like i’m perfect, all this fake sh-t i committed
all the lies that i done told, all these games i played with b-tches
who the f-ck was i to judge?! i should be getting a sentence
so that’s the past now, [?]
honor thy father, it’s in the bible, even if they ain’t did sh-t
could a been avoided for a few of them dollas
never made it out that clinic
now i stay with so much to say, but not too much time
& now it’s too late
happy fathers day!
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