afraid - propain lyrics
[part i]
[intro: propain & woman]
what’s the problem, dog? like what—why you so mad all the time? (g&b)
i’m f*ckin’ mad because you ain’t sh*t
inconsistent, you always in your f*ckin’ ego
you never wanna talk
then every time i wanna f*ckin’ talk, you don’t even answer the phone (g&b)
[verse 1: propain, propain & woman]
how am i alive, but feel my heart deceased
i feel so numb at time, be askin’ god for peace
shawty at my crib askin’, “can we talk at least?”
she say that even when we face*to*face, i’m still hard to reach
but honestly, i don’t like to hop on beef
i be strеssin’ so much over bullsh*t that i hardly sleep
we go back and forth, i should deny it thеn i hardly speak
she say, “n*gga, grow up, this is motherf*ckin’ wild for me
how am i supposed to understand if you don’t talk to me?
but you know how to gaslight this sh*t until the fault’s on me
i show you patience knowin’ i ought to leave
’cause you the type to let this sh*t fall like some autumn leaves”
d*mn, it’s cold as ice
it’s hard to argue back because i know she right
i be on the phone with curtis, askin’, “is it more than life?”
and every situation i get in feel like i’m rollin’ dice
every time i try to commit, it become a gamble
my interest stay as long as a n*gga fl!ckin’ through channels
’cause once that fire go like a kid blowin’ out candles
i turn to patchin’ my homes when they blissin’ and i just scramble, i’m gone
it’s crazy and i don’t even know the correct description, ha
just know that once it hits a disconnection in her
cee used to say that it ain’t healthy to suppress my feelings
but how that sayin’ go? — “n*ggas don’t invest in healin'”
maybe it’s the fact that i done dealt with some distressin’ women
the jazzy belles and delilahs, i ain’t the best to pick it
so trustin’ motors nowadays is soundin’ less appealin’
so used too bullsh*t, it’s got your boy rejectin’ real ones
d*mn
[interlude: propain & woman]
chill out, i want you to calm the f*ck down
stop always trippin’ (no), stop always yellin’ (no)
stop always complainin’ (no, no, no)
man, this sh*t cool like you ain’t goin’ nowhere (nah), you good (i am goin’ some f*ckin’ where)
where you goin’ (i’m goin’ somewhere, away from your motherf*ckin’ ass)
why you wanna*why you wanna go away? (yeah)
[verse 2: propain]
or maybe it’s deeper, try and find a root to all my troubled soul
my first heartbreak from was the one i loved the most
man, i have five when mama sent me up them country roads
my auntie loved me, but a mother’s love, that ain’t nothin’ close
and now i’m grown, i get it, you couldn’t afford it
but still don’t change the fact that that made me feel like a orphan
’cause holidays came and you left and that sh*t was torture
and my brother stayed, had me thinkin’ i’m less important
i struggled, fast forward years and all the trauma stayed
so now when people get too close, i tend to run away
i dealt with women who was shady and they brung up pain
i kept that hurt, moved to the next and i brung the same
these songs is like a cry for help in a humble way
my demise is bein’ televised, sh*t, like the hunger games
my daughter askin’, “daddy, will it ever come a day
you find someone to love?” i just shrugged and she sadly say
[chorus: jhené aiko]
what are you
what are you, what are you so afraid of?
what are you, what are you so afraid of?
what are you, what are you so afraid of?
[interlude: woman, propain & jhené aiko]
i’m tired, i’m tired of this, i’m tired of the back and forth
i’m tired of you not knowin’ what you want, i’m tired
like if you feel like i can find somethin’ elsewhere, just go, just go
i’m tired, i’m over it
so what*what you want from me?
i want you to be consistent
f*ck that relationship, sh*t, that sh*t ain’t ’bout nothin’
you shouldn’t have to deal with that
i’d never make you feel like that
social media f*cked up everything (yeah, right)
it made more avenues for money now (right, for sure)
but it f*cked up everything
marriages (haha), everything
at first, your b*tch usually just see
the n*ggas at work (haha), you and that’s it and come home (haha)
that’s all she had to look at (haha)
now she got ’bout thirty thousand n*ggas to look at, ya heard me?
but when you don’t act right (right, mm)
and she hypnotized ’bout all the other b*tch—the b*tches gettin’ sh*t on instagram (haha)
that she ain’t gettin’ (that’s true)
so all that time you done put in for no money
it f*cked up everything (yeah), it f*cked up you too
[part ii]
[intro]
(—g*nius)
[verse: propain]
them same ones that used to hate and doubt
callin’ me for help now my reply, “you gotta pay amounts”
i be out the country in some places that i can’t pr*nounce
with all my n*ggas toastin’ on a boat ’bout how we made it out
couple rappers pop before me, yeah, they took the famous route
it’s ten years later, i’m like, “where the f*ck is a and i?”
self made, told ’em, “cut the check and you could save the clout”
a rented mansion never gon’ compare when you done made your house
huh, probably die before they slave me out
i don’t want a slice of sh*t and i ain’t into bakin’ pies
young pro’, underground god but got a major sign
if classic albums came with rings, i’d have a tom brady count
all white diamonds got a n*gga lookin’ sanctified
got it on my own, you n*ggas lazy like mcgrady eye
forever trill, this loyalty and we don’t wave in size
name a n*gga colder, i’ll wait, go ‘head, take your time
[outro]
(you’re a g*nius, june)
Random Song Lyrics :
- huragany - refrit lyrics
- like me - weiland lyrics
- hiphop - fabian merlo lyrics
- you in mind - curren$y lyrics
- lalwa yo - boogie flaha negbeni lyrics
- loyalties among thieves - new politics lyrics
- gold secret (prod. by dessence) - emosh & speeter lyrics
- best i can - cole the caryr lyrics
- the wrath - almighty u-sorcerer lyrics
- true hearts - the grascals lyrics