generational trauma - product of pain lyrics
i’ve suppressed so many memories
the trauma i’ve been through has [?]
i remember when i was a kid
i wasn’t allowed to say how i feel
that is when i learned to remain quiet sealed
little did i know what the future would reveal
i thought i was safe now i’m trying to f*cking heal
dissociated
empathy is fading
wow
only thing that i could feel was hating
no one tried to save me
afraid of people leaving
that’s why ended up always people pleasing
i became a one in a million
turn to a sociopath
with thе disregard of life
full with scars
involved with crimе
created lies
and cutting ties
i polished knifes
and fantasize to k!lling those to damage my inner child
mommy i just wanna tell you how i feel
instead of trying to kiss me
their intimacy i’m [?]
saying its my fault for splitting up the family
saying its the drugs that made me unhappy
no, its actually you
there’s a f*cking reason why i’m hiding in my room
reason i took drugs was to run away from you
that punishment when i did nothing wrong
i [?] to be me and all the other kids
do you realize the effect, what you did
how can you abuse someone [?]
i want to [?]
[?] i was really close to shooting up the school
i’ve lost my sanity cause i’ve been abused
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
i had to heal on my own
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