disorder - present absence lyrics
why can’t you see it in my eyes
the colors fade
cold in your gaze
i hope the rays of the sunrise
will light up my pain
salt on my face
oh man, with a panic attack landing straight on the floor, i lay right there
thought that’s the thing that i’d never give out and the sh*t that i wouldn’t share
but i can’t hold it in and it hurts when i tell you i don’t care
i don’t care
go to bed f*cked up
hope you’ll never find out
wish i could be someone
and not a f*cking downer
and i know you know i’ve it quite bad, but you’ve never known why, cause i kept it unsaid
self reflecting thoughts
display all my faults
i swore that i’ll change
but it got even worse
locking up the doors
don’t even need a source
forget my f*cking face
i wish i’d never born
go to bed f*cked up
hope you’ll never find out
wish i could be someone
and not a f*cking downer
and i know you know i’ve it quite bad, but i couldn’t dare to hurt you, so i kept it unsaid
self rejecting thoughts
span themselves a home
you say it’s all in my head
i say i’m not alone
i wish i’d be, but then
would i mix a song?
there are two paths to choose
a pen or raven’s call
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