agoraphobic night - prafulla creations lyrics
[verse 1, lily]
1 am, eyes closed, i’m slowly falling
to the music and the atmosphere
now and then, i feel lights fading softly
all over me and i remember last year
[pre*chorus 1, lily]
when i was alone in my bed
with all these thoughts in my head
and living silently inside
[chorus, lily]
it’s so late in the night, my mind is drifting away
then i dream about times i wished for a new, happier day
if a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow
i’ll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends
[verse, corpse, lily]
’cause i can’t do sh*t right, i can’t learn my lesson
i can’t do sh*t right, take anti*dеpressants
illness and welfarе robbed my adolescence
my friends probably hate me, can’t answer a message
filled with anxiety, always be hidin’ me
feelin’ inadequate’s always what’s driving me
not a role model, that’s not what i strive to be
can’t go outside, i’m afraid they be finding me (when i was alone in my bed)
unhappy thoughts in my head (paranoid ’bout my privacy, yeah)
and they always askin’ questions ’bout my face, can’t relate (and living silently inside (inside))
f*ckin’ caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day (just keeping all to myself)
wished i could be somewhere else (paranoid ’bout my privacy, yeah)
and they always askin’ questions ’bout my face, can’t relate (back when i could only hide)
f*ckin’ caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
it’s so late in the night, my mind is drifting away
then i dream about times i wished for a new, happier day
(if a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow)
got a lot of bad sh*t that i’m taking to my grave
got a f*ckin’ date with death, on house arrest ’til trial date
so i grab the red wine, on rainy days and then i pour it
’cause i’ll age another f*ckin’ thousand days before i know it (i’ll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends)
yeah, i’ll spend ’em all inside, waste my time while i’m scrollin’
but i love when it rains ’cause i’m agoraphobic (end, end, end, end, end, end, end…)
[instrumental bridge]
[chorus, lily, corpse]
(it’s so late in the night, my mind is) drifting away (i’m not okay, i’m not okay)
then i dream about times i wished for a new, happier day (i’m not okay, i’m not okay, i’m not okay, i’m not okay)
if a hand could reach out right now and save my life somehow (i’m not okay, i’m not okay, i’m not okay, i’m not okay)
i’ll face the sun again as soon as this dreary night ends (what’s the point? i’m not okay)
[outro, lily]
(i’ll face the sun again as soon as this dreamy night ends)
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