depression - poetic mind lyrics
hook:
today was a bad day depression be heavy in my way
empty it out in a ash tray the stress isn’t helping so i pray
i say “please help me forgive i wanna make it before i just give in
i’m scared of the monster within reflection a enemy i just see sin.”
verse:
wake up in the morning and i look up in the mirror
i cannot see the future only demons that are there
i feel like i’ve had enough
they just be mad and be starting stuff
social anxiety always be hiding mе feels like it’s hide*n*seek
my mind be fighting mе i cannot find a key
so i’m writing my lines as i’m leaving my memories
hopefully someone remember me & if not then i guess it is better g
(dam)
from the things that i learned and the paths that i burned
i’m just tryna make it out before i take another turn
ain’t n0body gonna care until i end up in urn
so i put it in my music hopefully they really learn
bein a man i guess this the reason why i should just feel no pain?
guess imma pillar of strength that should never break?
all of the weight on my chest feeling pressure make, me into something i really hate
all of these people be saying they praying for me in my name
but every time that they do it leaving me wondering what will just change?
i’m still feeling pain and i’m still in these chains
so tell me before i am blowing my brain
hook:
today was a bad day depression be heavy in my way
empty it out in a ash tray the stress isn’t helping so i pray
i say “please help me forgive i wanna make it before i just give in
i’m scared of the monster within reflection a enemy i just see sin.”
verse:
i can’t provide for the people i really love
they say to keep it so real is this real enough?
drowning in pain and it’s waist deep
wondering if god he if he really just hates me
all of this weight coming down and it’s heavy
and they do not care about you until you are just dead and your trendy
then hop on the train when they knew you so barely
and then they be like man i just knew him so clearly
but man i am sick of lies
everybody really wanna talk but they just just never vibe
and i’m sick of all nights that i reached out and i tried
but i bet if i just died then i bet they wonder why
it’s hard when you got a son who really depends on you
have to just show em’ my mask like anonymous
instead i am hiding the truth
because i can’t just show i’m broken in two
the pain that i feel is much deeper then any wound
i can’t escape from the fate that’s destined from womb
my reflection it judges me too
i look in the mirror i cannot love you
because as a man in a society they say don’t show fear
that’s a sign of weakness so grow beard
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