barely alive - poetic mind lyrics
hook (x2)
i feel like i’m barely alive and existing
i’m stuck in this pain and i’m feeling so distant
i’m living in chaos destruction my vision
my life in my rhymes i’m hopeful you’ll listen
verse:
everybody laughing when i said i needed help
so i don’t ask for nothing i can do this by myself
so i understood that most was only in it for themselves
so i’m working on my self and i’m working on my health
tell when i really had my hands out
they ain’t really care till’ i give a little handouts
and when i didn’t handout
then they wanna hand doubt
tell me what is going on i’m sick of all these hands now
you think that you know? but i enter the void of unknown
and i balance my path from the pain that i’ve known
the darkness it shows and i’m feeling alone
so i stay on my path that i know
everyday i wake up man i always the feel the same
everybody really lying when they saying they ok
cuz they either have to drink or smoke take the pain away
so you gotta the face the pain if you really wanna change
demons are lurking they steadily murking
they waiting for chances for me be hurting
they coming out searching for me be burning
i’ve been through the fire the ashes i burn em’ again
undrtheundrgrnd came from the dirt
environment always be stricken down first
tryna to make it before it just hurts
when i am dead and i’m laying in he*rs*
hook (x2)
i feel like i’m barely alive and existing
i’m stuck in this pain and i’m feeling so distant
i’m living in chaos destruction my vision
my life in my rhymes i’m hopeful you’ll listen
verse:
i’m sick of losing people and i’m sick of losing friends
i’m sick of all evil and i want it just to end
and if i really could i just resurrect my friends
just to bring back to life so i could show em’ love again
how do you separate pain from this life?
when at night that’s the only thing coming to life?
i’m waiting for reaper just to come and make a strike
cuz everyday i’m living i don’t really feel alright
so i’m tryna to make right
before the darkness in the light
before i’m only feeling spite
and i just end up on my life
this is just something i’m steadily thinking
wondering if i am drowning and sinking
it’s like they just threw me inside of the ocean
and sharks are surrounding by wounds that are open
i’m hoping i make it out
but the way things are going i’m doubting it now
i feel like i’m barely alive and my chest is ripped open
and people are hoping they take out my heart and organs
it’s leaking all over my rhymes and i’m choking
cuz every breath that i take i am broken
feels like i’m destined to lose everything that i’m close to
usually you’re not suppose to
tell me how you would you just feel?
when everything’s taken away and you feeling alone to
everybody that i ever loved is dead or gone
if you understood this pain you would understand this song
it’s hard to strong when you feeling so weak
emotions they harm from the darkness they creep
from the outside lookin in until the music took me in
i’m hip hop’s foster child from the darkness as a kid
please give me reasons to live on and breathe in
i’m sick of the bleeding from inside i’m pleading
hook (x2)
i feel like i’m barely alive and existing
i’m stuck in this pain and i’m feeling so distant
i’m living in chaos destruction my vision
my life in my rhymes i’m hopeful you’ll listen
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