nevermind me - phrasure lyrics
in my current state of affairs
i made ’em aware of just how scared i’m getting
cause my patience is bare minimum
i could use some fixing up but i don’t like -ssistance much
but giving up is not the problem, tho
but it should be addressed if we’re being honest, yo
i’m sealing envelopes with invitations to my break-down
cause i’m really not sure how much more i can take no
i’m a snowflake with no safe sp-ce
i’m okay at day break but by dusk i’m just the same face
pace myself like at a track meet
but i get exhausted before i figure it out exactly
purple circles under my oculars
could comatose any given moment from lack of oxygen
i need a breath of fresh air
i thought i was one but terry gross cold-shouldered me
now the thought of hope is so dumb
wish i had someone to reach out to
wish i had high numbers of friends than i could count to
i don’t get texts anymore from my friends anymore
unless i hit ’em up first
and even then, it’s a ch0r-
i’m an extrovert with very little room to express
but when i schedule a time, it always winds up a mess
so i’m in accidental isolation
i guess that that’s the price i’m paying for mistakes i’ve been making
it’s safe to say that i’m learning a lesson
i never struggled with depression, but had emotional repression
bottled up aggression
lashing out at my peers
my brother, my cousins, my coworkers, and my elders for years
to control it is my goal, but that’s too difficult for me it seems
every time i get a grip, it’s not long before my beast’s unleashed
the rage is unbearable
my mood swings are terrible
i could end up alone if i’m not too careful
my demeanor has been spastic
my inner thoughts frantic
the tons of turmoil i’ve encountered is tragic
i wish my final words were a little more climactic
but i’m probably just being dramatic
nevermind me
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