projector memories - phoenix axel lyrics
if i don’t open up my eyes
to see that true love was really a marketing enterprise
maybe i’d look back at the movies i used to idolize
and know that those girls are just as unhappy
in their day*to*day lives
i only see things when they’re out of body
my memories look just like the movies
home videos don’t look the same anymore
the projection seems to be a little more orange
these memories are face*less dreams
of the being i could’ve been perceived
if material love was all i need to be with him
maybe if i’d gotten under the sheets i could’ve kept him
but instead he wept with insincerity
i can do nothing but breathe
believe me i wish i’d
learned how to scream
the map still shows his car outside our house
there was a time that i hugged him
and it was the last
he’s not dead to anyone
except me
i started taking pictures as a video plays
so that everytime i cry
i can feel
just a little alright
and everyone i know
has two posts
i wanna delete all mine
but would that make me sublime
the projection seems so much more orange
if i don’t open up my eyes
and see that true love is just something
they want to weaponize
this constant nagging that stays in my head
that says
you should just accept his love you don’t need to start over again
you don’t need to start over again
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