peridot (kars) - pfobic lyrics
intro-
on a sheet of paper words are written:
“august is the 8th month, half of eight is four. the 4th month is april, i was born in april. april 3 and august 4. is she my other half”
v1-
opening my eyes, seems like it gets harder sometimes
cause when the days continue to melt, you’ll never know how i felt
and neither will anyone else
oh in my darkest hour where the wheels of fate rip me, the thought of the past gets me, and it hits me
…
in the life of our youth, i remember the first day that i met you
oh i didn’t know the truth, that the one next to me would be the one i’d feel lost if i loose (her)
she was a girl with gl-sses
she told me miracles happen
(she was the miracle)
but no one ever talked to me
never knew what my purpose be
but she was the one person who was nice to me
(oh and that’s what i love about her )
oh i used to be so insecure
but with you, i have something to protect
oh and i can -ssure
my words may mean nothing but these feelings i’ll never regret
now it’s been 4 years ever since i met
(her)
pre-chorus:
the shine in your eyes like your birthstone
seein your face everyday really saved my name from a tombstone
(you mean more than you know)
hook-
through it all thought my life’s meaning was tearing off
and you came in, now my life can carry on
but your valuable like a peridot
so my love grows stronger through every thought
(every thought matters like every second that nears, oh but my brain can’t articulate feelings, so i’m sorry if all of these words come out in tears)
v2-
i’ll forever remember the words you said to me, it’ll always stay in the back of my mind
you asked me “do i look good in gl-sses” and i said “you look perfectly fine”
and as the years went by, my love never ran dry
yeah i have people in my heart, but it feels like a wasteland when we’re apart
i never had the courage to tell you anything, tell you that to me you mean everything oh
i couldn’t find the perfect words that describes my feelings
but i think your name next to mine is the perfect words i was needing
and all of this you don’t have to believe it, but this is not me tryin to impress, this is me finally opening up completely and so i confess
(i’m not ashamed, no i’m not ashamed anymore)
and i know you don’t wanna hear this, but who you are i don’t wanna lose it, you mean more to me than you could ever know, and that’s why i’m scared every time i see you go
you may be looking at these words right now, and not care at all but that’s okay
because everyone dies someday, inevitably life changes, but these feelings are timeless even if nothing else is the same
(repeat pre chorus and hook)
v3-
i never known the feeling of happiness
i’ve seen people around me being there happiest
and now i know that feeling and how special it is
tell you you were the answer to every problem i had, i never wants this to end
i look into your eyes, the blue represent the sadness you took away from me
and after so many tries
i hold you close and i tell you your beautiful
you smile and i cry realizing this may be so unusual
but somehow is real, and it’s how i want it to be
i tell you i never want you to leave because you mean so much to me
(so much to me)
oh i wish it was like that
and as i let these words sink in
i’ll continue to be thinking
if we ever have a chance to be something more than my imaginations make, oh how you healed every single ache, how you were the one that would always listen
and because of that my depression is gone in an instant
but will my imagination ever become reality, will it ever end happily, because without you i would have never known what to do
and now i know nothing in my past is a mistake if it led to me you
(nothing in my past, i would ever take back, because then i wouldn’t be standing here, oh you really made it clear, and now i have to make it right, so i’ll tell you once more, i thank god that he put you in my life)
outro-
the same paper is seen but now at the bottom of the page it reads:
“you may have been through a lot of struggles through your life and i don’t know anything that goes on in your mind. i understand that if something may happen to you, then i’m not the one you would turn to, and just because i open up doesn’t mean you’ll open back. in life everyone has a purpose. every problem has an answer, and now i know the answer is…
you.”
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