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sayonara - payden mcknight lyrics

[verse 1]
saying goodbye’s the worst thing that a man could do
it’s like ending a show without a good conclude
we just be choosing to take something away from you
there’s no sticker to pull without residue
death is tough, but cutting off is even worse
i don’t wanna leave your sight, but making gems is my worth
i know i said that i would call, but it is awkward
cause hearing voices ain’t the same as seeing your mouth work
there’s no closure on these episodes that i have
there’s no finale with a cliffhanger to be had
and yeah i’m still the same person, i’m not restarting
i’m just thrown into places, now my heart is re*hardened
i still fantasize about when we would all hang
driving to the beach cliff sides to see the waves
getting ice cream at 11, and at the park we’d play
even at the age of 17, hide*and*seek was the game
youth group events, super smash bros, and study sessions
minecraft calls, and staying up till 3 venting
running round with girls, and making poor decisions
all these bad relationships put us in new positions
watching football games, and cheering even when the team sucked
skipping class to the coffee shops to spend a few bucks
late night car rides with bangers and vapes
taking pictures of our lives scratched with video tapes
i wish that i could go back to my d*mn curfew
now i got all this adult sh*t i have to work through
i miss when i could drive around with no consequences
now i’m dealing with a broken ac with no spendings
looking back on when my ex was my number one chauffeur
now i can’t even send my music to show her
after her, i miss the girls i’d drive around with and flirt
making connections, i now have left in the dirt
but now i’m locked in the stu, this is what i have to do
living closer to ethan was everything i wanted too
going to concerts and experiencing everything new
i just wish that i could share this with my friends that i grew up with
but i’m just glad that they chasing dreams
cause making music to me has always been reality
i hope that they can impact people the way that they impacted me
y’all were more than just friends, y’all were my second family
sayonara
[verse 2]
saying goodbye’s the best thing that a man could do
cause if i left with no words, then bridges woulda gone too
i know that y’all looked up to me, and i looked up to y’all too
we were all in it together, no leader of the group
now i’m onto new friends, and they the best i ever had
my college life has been so crazy, and for that i am glad
i’m so mature, but i’m still slipping up with things really bad
i done snuck off with a girl that i prolly shouldn’t have
at the age of 19, there’s a lot of life ahead
i still have a family to make and a legacy to be bred
i need somebody by my side to keep my ego in check
but for now, i’m riding high, on these things that i’ve set
cause there’s more to my life than a d*mn mic check
i might be recording bangers, but i need time to reset
i used to not understand why jake took so long to rap
but now i’m out living life and i understand that
back home, n0body understood the way that i ran
they thought that i was weird h*ll making raps like a man
i kept pushing, and my high school just didn’t appreciate
now everybody celebrates everything i create
i’m so thankful that i went on to new locations
i needed a new place to spit out my vocation
i can reach more people, no need for translation
i know that god made payden mcknight an obligation
so i gotta find an outreach of people like me
that’s why jake and ethan mean so much to me
i used to pray that this would all happen immediately
then my life changed when jordy first sent me that beat
i was writing verses every single minute i had
i don’t know where on earth i’d be, if i didn’t find rap
i used to contemplate life, when i was alone in down time
but hip*hip gave me hope and spark for a life
i couldn’t get the courage to tell someone how i was feeling
but f*ck suicide, i turned to rapping for healing
and even though it took a bit for me write something dope
i always had some people telling me that i was the goat
but my reach could only go so far in coos bay
so i had to pack my bags and move my ass to ok
cause me and jake and starting tulsa rap movements, we are slaves
to the pen, to the culture, and the sounds that we make
i’m so grateful for the life that i had on the coast
i really do miss you guys, i love you all the most
i’m so glad that y’all saw the first time i performed
the next time i come back, let’s pack the entire floor
but now i’m on to new courts, so don’t pass me the ball
but don’t forget that i am always down for a call
and even if it’s a text, the thought of you is all
i ever needed in my life, i’m very thankful for you all
sayonara

- payden mcknight lyrics

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