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blind worship - parvenu lyrics

chorus{
you’ve been gone for so long – it’s time to let go
you disappeared in the shadows: just trying to save your soul
you left me all alone, and now you’re too far gone
so gone… (so gone)

i sleep day and night because i figure that it hurts less
seven billion people on the earth but no-one’s worth less
why am i called a stalker and so ignored? i hate it all, it’s crazy
we can sort it, here’s my number (so call me maybe)
i’ll tell you why my arm is covered up – because i cut it up
it’s hard enough just looking at the scars knowing the harm is done
there’s no going back, about 50 scars per three spare inches
was like my brain was twisted, mainly b-tches came into the frame
i found my vein and wrist-slit, causing years of pain and prison
how do memories go away when your name’s the f-cking state that i live in (victoria)
this room gets dimmer by the day, i need to see the light of fate, no reason i should stay
i need to get over you now. i think i can one day, the next day i’m overloaded with doubt
i love you – please vicky come back with me
i’ve tried to let you go but now my heart won’t stop attacking me

parvenu: verse 2{
last night when i fell asleep i had a lucid dream:
it was you and me together, we were hugging to where i couldn’t breathe
i need it to be true indeed, i want to live it
you need to see me cause i’m missing you every day so i’m livid
i’m having visions of wishing the sh-t i did i just didn’t
all i think about is you when remeniscing – this is mental prison
12 months down the line i never fixed it, i made it worse
i’ve learnt to live without you but i feel you in every page and verse
maybe i overestimated your worth – cause you’ve got the most beautiful face on earth
my heart and brain’s in a race to a herse
as i descend to h-ll i start to melt and i die
i died in vain – i k!lled an angel that had fell from the sky
don’t cry, you should define yourself as divine
i thought it was fine and never thought what i was doing crossed the line
now all i do is cry, like a baby, no memories have started fading
i sleep for a living, but i’m feeling so lethargic lately

parvenu: verse 3{
see vicky…
l ove doesn’t describe what i felt, it was different
o pposite feelings for each-other, but i still stayed persistent
v ery keen to be with you – i always tried to impress you
e verything seemed alright ’till john decided to posess you

y ou and me were friends i guess, but it wasn’t enough
o bviously, being me, i just had to go and f-ck it up
u gglesome pr-ck! how could i hurt someone as perfect as vic?

f orever guilty and myself is who i’ll never forgive
o ver and over i made you cry and night and worry a lot
r yan’s really tough picking on girls – he’s a worrior
e xpenses prevent my venture, ryan lifts because of centrelink
v exed – no-one sees i’ve been through sh-t that they’ve never been
e verything in my head is telling me to commit suicide
r eally the only thing stopping me is my thinking about you at night

i -ssume we’re in the same situation as one-another
i should have stopped when i could, i should have been the one to suffer

— pistol chambering
— gunshot
— girls screaming
— ambulance

- parvenu lyrics

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