four years - parkwood lyrics
i can’t see straight, all this sorrow, inside of me
i can’t blame you, though i’ve tried to, we’ve all tried to
i’m still not sure that i have come to terms with you, acceptance is a word that i don’t know if i can use, i mean it’s been four since years since i’ve last seen you, but i can’t have come to terms if i can’t feel for two. but all my friends always tell me how far i’ve come, they don’t think that they cope with what you had done, so i don’t think i should run from facing loss anymore, i should give me a chance, i’m worth fighting for
it’s an illusion, im okay, but i struggle waking up, every godd*mn day. a constant state of apathy im not sure i want to go away. i wish i loved you, but i don’t work that way
death is the hardest part of life to work through. the sheer thought of comprehending that the person you once knew isn’t here anymore is a burden we all have to endure. the memories start to fade, and slowly they disappear entirely or stay as a figment of your imagination that make you question wether they were really here to begin with. wether they even existed or not. and we have no choice but to work through it or else we go down a path full of depression, sadness, to live with a hole inside of that will not cease to exist, and it’s been four years since you passed but oh god it feels so much longer, i can’t stop feeling numb, i don’t want to feel numb, i just want to feel something for someone or anything at all
four years since you’ve passed, but it feels like it’s been so much longer, you barely linger on my mind anymore
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