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just like him - parker jack & chyde lyrics

[intro: parker jack]
yeah
yeah

[chorus: parker jack]
i’m trying to see things clearly
but it’s hard when you don’t hear me
i’m sorry it didn’t work out
but i hope that it finally works now

{verse 1: parker jack]

growing up shouldn’t be quick
i guess i chose that path
wanna be a man so f*cking bad
i turn into my dad
shaving in the mirror
i see the same loser that i grew up with
wonder what he doin now
probley somethin so disgusting
spit up on the mirror
i really hate that f*cking image bro
i didn’t wanna be like him
but sh*t i wear the same clothes
f*ck the same b*tches
me and dad got the same hoes
laughin at myself like how the f*ck am i like him bro
sorry mama that i’m just like him but i don’t try to be
the same f*ckin sickness that he has sits inside of me
but mom you always mad at me like why you always ridin me
it’s not my f*ckin fault that i can’t deal with sobriety
raise in the household where everybody is eyein me
if i wasn’t like you then i would fail in society
that sh*t wasn’t right with me
now i think it’s horrible
thought of my self lowly
now it’s lower then the floor we go
there more to show
my pain that i never chose to actually say
i know you probley think that when you hear this i exaggerate
i’m sorry mom but it’s time i actually get this off my chest
just because i’m like him is that why you chose to love me less
i’m sorry that i’m not like you and i wish i could be the best
overcame a lot of sh*t
i’m barely even scratching surface
overcame the trauma i got so i can find the purpose
still searchin
still hurtin
i’m still workin
and that pain hittin
growin on me
it’s gettin heavy
and that same trauma
mattress ain’t quite ready to leave like trauma that i got
so hold steady
hold steady
(hold steady)
(hold steady)
[chorus: parker jack]
i’m trying to see things clearly
but it’s hard when you don’t hear me
i’m sorry it didn’t work out
but i hope that it finally works now

[verse 2: chyde]

maybe if i finally got attention as a kid
i wouldn’t grow up as a rebel
with the devil and his claws around me
if i thought that i was special
if i grew up with encouragement
would i have more courage if i didn’t get discouragement
it’s hurtin when i think about all the times he turn your back
didn’t have time for your kid
wasn’t i worthy that
if you really love me
then why the f*ck you treat me bad
feel like you mad cuz when you look at me you see my dad
i’m sorry mama but you ride made my life [?] mama
and it hard to keep the thoughts inside me
for the trauma
nights finally catchin up with me
threw me out the house every time you had enough of me
it sucks to be the kid at school that no one comes to pick up
it sucks to be the one in the room that your parents are sick of
so many things i suppress that i now come to think of
the one i was depressed as kid
didn’t get love
throwin punches, skippin school
used to think it was cool
now i know what it means just cuz i was missin you
try to slit my wrist too
when walk around with [pistol?]
and i was on the brink too
for [pistol?]
[?] sh*t
this was the difference when i’m livin but diminishin
livin know i couldn’t distinguished it
and i don’t wanna be the one that run from all his problems
feelin like my dad’s son cuz dad’s son left his father
the one protectin me
you left when i was 13
neglectin me
didn’t see the depth of how it hurt me
rejectin me
on god i didn’t deserve this
maybe it’s my fault
sorry i wasn’t perfect
[chorus: parker jack]
i’m trying to see things clearly
but it’s hard when you don’t hear me
i’m sorry it didn’t work out
but i hope that it finally works now

- parker jack chyde lyrics

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